Hello my lovely Hive family. Hope that everyone is doing well.
Today is a very exciting day for us but in a way it's also a sad day.
I just purchased a one way arline ticket for my youngest son Jordan to El Salvador on Aug. 15th. We have been waiting for this a long time (covid restrictions) except we were all supposed to go together but things happen in life and it looks like I and my husband will have to wait a bit longer to finally move there. Just praying and hoping that there will not be another lock down.
Jordan really wanted to go back to El Salvador last March to go play soccer. And because he is so persistant to go after his dream in soccer, he is willing to go by himself.
I was so excited to finally buy Jordan the flight, but as soon as I bought it and we got the confirmation, my eyes got so watery and I got so scared, and I felt like I'm having a panic attack.
We are so excited for Jordan but it makes us a bit sad, since he is leaving us and I know that he is 20 and eventually he has to leave, but this is breaking my heart because I don't know when we will see him again, plus we are very close and he has never been away from us more than 3 days.
The good thing is that he will be with my mother-in-law since she is staying in our house in El Salvador for a while.
It'a a very sad situation that we are in, since our boys are growing up and it's so, so hard to let go, especially since we will be quite far away from each other because my older son doesn't want to move to El Salvador and wants to stay in Canada, which makes it really hard on us and that is one of the reasons we can't move to El Salvador, at least until everything is ready and all set up.
We are all excited for all these changes in our lives but it is the scariest and the hardest thing to do; letting your kids go. If at least we all lived closer, it would be actually excited and not so hard.
This is life I guess and I must say that letting your kids go is one of the hardest thing to do as a parent.
I kept feeling pretty sad all day, but I know this is what Jordan wanted and what we wanted. Pretty weird. Happy but sad at the same time.
All I know is that God is in control of all and I trust His timing and all of this is happening for a reason and on His timing. He directs our steps.
Life is good.
Love
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