Hi everyone!
How was your day? I hope you having a wonderful and productive day.
In Vietnam is emerging a song titled Hide and Seek by a famous young RAP singer (My idol also).
The content of this song is roughly: The loneliness of adults is when they want to hide but no one is looking. Sometimes we want to be small again, so that when we run away, someone will find us.
A beautiful purple sunset I took yesterday 😉
Perhaps, in this world, everyone wants to leave their impressions with the ambition to be remembered by as many people as possible.
I thought it was really normal until I finished reading the book I was holding in my hand.It was a painful thing indeed, When you leave a long scar for the people you love. I also used to think, if one day I had the misfortune of something to happen to me, I wanted all of my best friends and friends even I had no contact for a long time with, it might be painful to think about me , and still remember me forever.
My fav book : The Fault in Our Stars !
Therefore, I always treated them well, gave them gifts on special occasions, became a meaningful person and a good person in their eyes. I also used to regularly update my current status on social media so that they would not forget my existence. I was trying to keep in touch with my friends through social media every day. I think I just like most of the others , When we having the need for food, shelter, and stable work, We want the need for recognition of existence.
Untill, When I went trekking to the forest for 3 days with no phone no wifi no contact from everyone. I thought at that time, I don't know if I don't contact people for such a few days, will they see anything unusual when I'm absent? Are they leaving messages for me to respond ??
But after returning to the city, aside from my work-related messages, there were no messages from my friends at all. Everyone was fine and no one cared about my absence for a few days. I hoped have someone was finding me.
I realised I am not Mozart or Beethoven, or even a certain writer who left behind classic works dedicated to humanity to be remembered forever. I temporarily forgot my true feelings, what I really wanted to experience instead of doing things that make others happy!!
Like Baby Hazel in : The Fault in our Stars (John Green) ! The girl is suffering from cancer, after worrying and worrying, she bravely chooses to love a guy who also has cancer. What she is worried about, what will happen when he sees her passing, it will be very heart breaking. She didn't want to leave a scar on anyone. She didnt want everyone remember her for a long time after she disappeared from the world. But could not stop her heart, she decided to love with all her heart, so as not to regret for anything, for what happened to her life. In the end, the boy she loved passed away before her, and left in the depths of her soul a scar, more painful than what the disease has been tormenting her. But believe me, Hazel and her boyfriend did not regret their choice then.
I love the saying: If there is no suffering, how can you feel joy?
Do what is meaningful to your life, not to make a mark in this life.
I'm not a writer, nor am I good at writing. But I want to preserve my feelings for a moment. Nothing to do, just to make myself more awake, on the right track and above all, when I read it again, I will feel what I was thinking at a time called the past.
I love my life. I love everyone ❤️❤️❤️