Grey Cloud, why do you keep tormenting me?

You keep wandering through my head,
you never tire of clouding my thoughts,
what have I done to deserve this?

Don't torment me anymore,
please, I beg you,
at this very moment,
can't you see that you're preventing me from perceiving things clearly,
that you're distorting my reality,
you don't know the harm you're doing to me,
you're clouding my thoughts,
you're clouding my ideas,
you're showing yourself in full force, Gray Cloud,
without letting me breathe,
I don't want to see you here anymore,
get out of my life and leave me alone...

Can't you see that you interfere with my journey,
with my walk,
with my stride?
Just go away,
let me walk the paths of life,
searching for a new path,
without torment,
without confusion,
without martyring my life,
which has become a veritable holocaust...

You continue to make my life impossible,
you have made my life miserable,
you never tire, Gray Cloud...

You have become my burden,
you are a total conflict in my life,
you test my patience to the limit,
you keep me in the shadows,
it is a contradiction to move forward,
go away now,
let me move on,
and continue my journey through life...

Grey Cloud, how malicious you are,
you have cut short my days,
you have put murky walls around me,
eternal turbulence...

Let me look at the sun,
feel its rays,
let it transmute this sorrow,
calm my pain,
allow me to mourn as I wish,
in my own way,
not according to what is around me...

Gray Cloud, please listen to me,
go away once and for all,
I can no longer bear this ordeal,
you have me numb,
in darkness,
it is a calmness of your mists,
that do not let me breathe...

Gray Cloud, you have caused me confusion,
in my sharp pain,
the one I cannot get rid of,
it is not easy for me,
nostalgia covers me with its cloak,
loneliness shelters me without rest,
depression is imprisoning me,
it comes back again and again,
that cycle of getting up every time I fall,
has dragged me into a cruel abyss...

Go away for a little while, Gray Cloud,
when you are close to me,
those unhealthy feelings return,
I feel that there is no way out,
no escape,
nothing like it...

Leave me now,
go fly away to the skies,
go clean other lands,
you have already done your work on me,
you have cleaned me,
those drops have already spilled like pitchers,
I don't want to suffer anymore,
I implore and beg you,
set me free,
don't cover me anymore,
I want to breathe,
I want to smile again,
I want to try to live life again,
the one that God has prepared for me,
I know that His timing is perfect...

SPANISH

Nube Gris por qué me sigues atormentado?

Sigues deambulando por mi cabeza,
no te cansas de aturdir mis pensamientos,
que te he hecho para merecer esto?

No me atormentes más,
por favor te lo ruego,
en estos precisos momentos,
no ves que no me dejas percibir bien las cosas,
que distorsionas mi realidad,
no sabes el mal que me haces,
me enturbias mi pensar,
me nublas mis ideas,
te muestras a todo dar Nube gris,
sin dejarme respirar,
ya no quiero verte por aquí,
esfúmate de mi vida y déjame en paz…

No ves que interfieres en mi transitar,
en mi caminar,
en mi andar,
solo vete,
déjame ir por los senderos de la vida,
buscando un nuevo camino,
sin tormentos,
sin ofuscamiento,
sin martirizar mi vida,
que se ha convertido en un verdadero holocausto…

Sigues aferrada a hacerme la vida imposible,
te has encargado de hacerme la vida de cuadritos,
no te cansas Nube gris...

Te has convertido en mi garrote,
eres un total conflicto en mi vida,
me colmas a todo dar mi paciencia,
me mantienes bajo la sombre,
es una contradicción para avanzar,
vete ya,
déjame seguir adelante,
y continuar mi camino por la vida…

Nube Gris que malévola eres,
has truncado mis días,
me has puestos muros turbios,
unas turbulencias eternas...

Déjame mirar el sol,
sentir sus rayos,
que me transmute este pesar,
que calmen mi dolor,
que me permita vivir mi duelo como deseo,
a mi manera,
no a lo que está a mi alrededor…

Nube gris por favor escúchame,
aléjate de una vez,
ya no soporto este calvario,
me tienes entumecida,
en oscuridad,
es un sosiego de tus nieblas,
que no me dejan respirar...

Nube Gris me has causas confusión,
en mi dolor puntiagudo,
ese que no puedo deshacerme,
no es fácil para mí,
la nostalgia me cubre con su manto,
la soledad me abriga sin descanso,
la depresión me esta aprisionando,
vuelve una y otra vez,
ese ciclo de levantarme cada vez que me caído,
me ha arrastrado a un abismo cruel…

Aléjate en que sea un poco Nube Gris,
cuando estas cerca de mí,
vuelve esos sentimientos malsanos,
siento que no hay salida,
ni escapatoria,
ni nada que se le parezca…

Déjame ya,
vete a volar hacia los cielos,
ve a limpiar otras tierras,
ya hiciste tu trabajo en mí,
me has limpiado,
ya esas gotas se derramaron como cantaros,
ya no quiero seguir sufriendo,
te lo imploro y ruego,
déjame en libertad,
no me cubras más,
quiero respirar,
quiero sonreír nuevamente,
quiero tratar de vivir la vida nuevamente,
esa que me tiene preparada Dios,
sé que sus tiempos son perfectos…