When I was just a kid, I loved going to amusement parks, so I would sometimes sneak out of school to go to a nearby vacation park. I don't know, maybe it was from contact with the other children, and playing with other people my age, because the reality of things is that I used to be a very lonely and withdrawn child.
Maybe because my parents were too strict and overprotective of me, which, after all, I appreciate now that I'm an adult and understand why they did it; however, at that time I could not understand it. For me it was an absolute pleasure to be able to escape to play with other children and not have to attend the "tiring" school.
When I became a teenager, things didn't get any better
By the time I reached adolescence, I became much more rebellious, that is, I would go out with friends, fall in love with every girl who got in my way, and do reckless acts that put my own life at risk.
To make matters worse, my father found himself in a period of moving in and out of one new job after another, which meant we had to move around a lot. My annoyance and my anger, only went from bad to worse, because this whole situation made me feel powerless, and I was unhinged; so I started drinking and consuming certain other substances that I should not consume.
All this made me have, more and more, a worse attitude towards life, towards my parents and towards studies. In fact, looking back on my life, I don't know how I got my medical degree; because I was truly chaotic in those times and I only began to straighten out, after many blows that life gave me. Well, I do know what exactly was helped me, and I will tell you next.
Luckily it wasn't all blows
Yes, those years were difficult times, but not everything was receiving blows, but there was also a girl, one who helped me to have a direction, totally changing the course of my life. This girl made me focus, she made me believe that I could be a better person and that I could achieve meaningful things in life.
This girl was special; because despite the fact that I was very chaotic in loving relationships-as I said before-, with her I stopped being the type of person who only falls in love with the physical or personal appearance, to also begin to value many other things, such as affection, kindness, true love, unconditional support and many other qualities.
Thanks to the girl I mentioned, I entered the medical school of a prestigious university in the United Kingdom, and I graduated as a doctor with honors. Thanks to her I am what I am today, and I must say that thanks to her I am now a better person.
So, as you can understand, I fell in love with the girl I mentioned, but since her, I have not fallen in love with another girl again. This girl has already been my girlfriend for 10 years, and the truth is that I am very lucky to have her by my side. So I hope, in the medium term, to propose to her to share the rest of my life with her, since I love her, and I want her to be the mother of my children; and because I know that together we will be very happy and blessed. Maybe it's a corny dream of a surgeon approaching 30 years of age, but that's my purpose in life today.
Well, with this post you already know a little more about me. As I have told you in another post, I am very reserved guy and I don't usually tell much about myself, nor talk much about my past, but today I felt the need for you to know a little more about me; I guess today you were my psychologists. ;)