Hoping something is found that can help you be released from your pain. People can share joy but pain can only be borne alone. It divides from others. I've heard people say "Pain is weakness leaving the body". Bullshit, whoever talks like that is confused or maybe thinks that sounds like tough guy talk. Pain is pain and when there is no relief it is frightening. Praying to any god that will listen for your recovery.
RE: Thank you all for your good comments🥺