Hola mis queridos amigos de hive. Espero estén bonitos y gorditos ♥ llenos de salud y ganas de salir adelante.
Hello my dear hive friends. I hope you are beautiful and plump ♥ full of health and desire to get ahead.
Hoy quise participar en la una iniciativa
De súper buena para mi ya que me ayudo a desahogarme un poquito.
Today I wanted to participate in an initiative
Fromsuper good for me because it helped me to let off steam a little bit.
¿Cuál ha sido tu punto de quiebre y que te ayudo a salir de ello? / What has been your breaking point and what helped you get out of it?
Bueno, creo que soy una persona muy fácil de quebrar pues mi autoestima siempre a sido muy baja, antes mucho mas que ahora.
Well, I think I am a very easy person to break because my self-esteem has always been very low, before much more than now.
Cuando tenia 15 años mataron a mi único hermano mayor. Y aunque era algo que ya nos esperábamos que sucediera pues ya sabíamos que andaba en malos pasos, eso no disminuyó él dolor que sentí al perderlo. Eso me afecto mucho ya que tenia fe de que que él saldría de esa mala vida. Solo comencé a sanar esa herida cuando nació mi hijo 5 años después.
When I was 15 years old, my only older brother was killed. And although it was something that we expected to happen because we already knew that he was involved in bad things, that did not diminish the pain I felt when I lost him. That affected me a lot since I had faith that he would get out of that bad life. I only began to heal that wound when my son was born 5 years later.
¿Te has sentido desanimado y con poca inspiración? cuéntanos ¿Por qué? / Have you ever felt discouraged and uninspired? Tell us why?
Creo que no ha habido un momento en mi vida donde me haya sentido mas desanimada y llena de ansiedad que ahora a mis veintitantos años.
I don't think there has ever been a time in my life when I have felt more discouraged and full of anxiety than now in my early twenties.
Estoy en una edad donde ya quiero tener mis cosas, mi casa, mi carro y no poder tenerlos porque simplemente mi sueldo mensual solo me alcanza para la comida de una semana.
I'm at an age where I want to have my things, my house, my car, and I can't have them because my monthly salary is only enough for a week's food.
Eso llena de ansiedad a cualquiera y mas si ya tienes un niño. Saber que toda una vida de estudios no te sirve de nada de verdad desanima.
That fills anyone with anxiety and even more so if you already have a child. Knowing that a lifetime of study is of no real use to you is really discouraging.
¿Ha tenido momentos de ansiedad o depresión? / Have you had moments of anxiety or depression?
Siempre fui la gordita del salón, por lo tanto siempre era él objetivo de las burlas de mis compañeros durante mi niñez y gran parte de mi adolecencia.
I was always the chubby one in the classroom, so I was always the target of my classmates' teasing during my childhood and most of my adolescence.
Eso me deprimía mucho, pues me sentía fea y despreciaba mi apariencia a tal punto de no querer arreglarme ni salir de mi casa para nada.
That depressed me a lot, because I felt ugly and I despised my appearance to the point of not wanting to dress up or leave my house at all.
Lo único que me ayudaba a sentirme mejor eran mis perros, crecí rodeada de muchos animales y ellos fueron totalmente terapéuticos para mi.
The only thing that helped me feel better were my dogs, I grew up around a lot of animals and they were totally therapeutic for me.
¿Ha buscado ayuda? / Have you sought any help?
A pesar de que he paso por tantas cosas en mi vida que ni me animo a contar muchas de ellas, nunca busque ayuda de nadie, trate de darme ánimos yo misma y asi poco a poco salir de mi depresión y superar mis complejos e inseguridades.
Although I have gone through so many things in my life that I don't even dare to tell many of them here, I never sought help from anyone, I tried to encourage myself and so little by little get out of my depression and overcome my complexes and insecurities.
Me gusto mucho esta iniciativa. La sentí muy liberadora y quisiera invitar a mi amiga a que se anime a participar en ella.
I really liked this initiative. I felt it was very liberating and I would like to invite my friend
to participate in it.
Las fotos fueron tomadas con mi celular
Ediciones de imagen y banner fueron realizadas con Cymera y Canva
Traducido con Deepl
The photos were taken with my cell phone
Image and banner edits were made with Cymera and Canva.
Translated with Deepl