I liken my life to the seas these days. Sometimes it's stormy, sometimes it's still. I experience such a rapid change of emotions that there are times when I can't keep up with myself. I'm constantly talking to myself, making promises, and making superhuman efforts to keep my word, but I feel as if a fierce force is picking me up and tossing me here and there. I feel like I'm passing a test! Isn't the world a big test anyway?
We are all fighting for something. Sometimes we get tired and then we continue from where we left off. No matter how tired a person gets, he never loses his hope in life, does he? Even when we say it is enough, the light of hope is still burning in the deepest parts of us and CONTINUE with us! she screams.. Life is always running after something, we don't have time to sit and rest in this whole life, our body is sitting yes, but what about the MIND? He never stops, he is constantly thinking, looking for new ways, but he never stops. Then we see that he has reached the end of his life and when he looks back, only one question!
HAVE I LIVED?
There are many people living in this life, there are very few people who can leave everything and just stay in the "MON". It's really hard to control the mind, shut it up and enjoy the present!
ARE YOU IN THE TIME?
Maybe you are thinking of other things even while reading this article, for example, while I was writing, I went to distant places in my mind many times. A word I wrote took me back to my childhood, but my hands were still writing. Because man's greatest Friend and Enemy are UNDER CONSCIOUSNESS! You are what is written there at younger ages!
No matter how much we suppress it with the upper consciousness and find new ways, the subconscious always determines the real path for ourselves. Hundreds of Books have been written on this subject, many treatment ideas have been suggested, but I think there is a cure that offers a definitive solution yet. No matter how much we improve ourselves as individuals and come to good places, the records we received in childhood always remain there like a wound, and even after years, when someone touches that wound, it hurts as if it were the first day.
-Did you feel while reading my article?
-What?
-Business!
My subconscious is pushing me so much right now that my head is like a huge amusement park. Fun laughs and people throwing up on the Ferris wheel! It is difficult to convey this to writing when I am so confused, but these are the times when I need to write the most because when I write, I feel incredibly relaxed. For example, I feel lighter now. I don't know why, but it's good for me to post here. Thank you HIVE!🙏
A little black and a little white inside my head, but isn't it like that in life?
