Being disappointed is an experience that as we journey through life, one way or the other people tend to give us false hopes. Disappointment does not really hurt much when a stranger failed us but the real pain lies in where either a close friend or family members hurt us.
Major reason I tend to keep a small circle of friends which I can detect things easily was due to disappointment. People have hurt me a lot especially my friends so hence am keeping my relationship on a low. Some times back, I met this guy and after one year of just normal friendship, he asked me out of which I gave him a yes after trying to play hard. But before then, he knew my friends likewise do my friends know him. All my thoughts was that there's no deep conversations between all of them which was so except with Bella short form for Rebecca.
I honestly didn't know he was best friend to Bella my friend not until we started dating and the real game began. So this day I went to visit him and of course we discussed a lot of things. Discussing with him wasn't a bad thing because we need to know ourselves if we want to push the relationship forward. In one of our discussions I remember I begged him not to officially break the news to the girls that I should be the one to do it not him of which he agreed. Yes they know us as casual friends not one that are dating and my intention for that was to nurture the relationship for at least two to three months before breaking the news but just seven days after I said yes Bella chatted me up and said she knew. Knew about what? My relationship with Daniel. Sincerely I was not angry, rather I was surprised because I know I didn't tell anyone. I quickly asked Daniel only for him to give me a silly answer.
When I was highly disappointed and betrayed, was when I opened up to this guy about somethings because I don't want to hide stuff from him only for My dearest Bella to call me that same day to tell me that Daniel said this, this and this. OMG!! All of a sudden my head was banging, eyes spinning because it was like the relationship has no secret at all. I appreciate the fact that Bella always tell me what they discussed but on the other hand before carrying out my actions I spoke to three other trusted persons about it on different days and they were like probably Bella also likes Daniel else she won't be so desperate to tell me everything he said but I don't think it to be so but what I don't really get was why Bella was preventing me from mentioning her name when I confronted Daniel and in her statement she don't want to loose her relationship with Daniel fishing right? I thought as much too.
Well I ended the relationship between us because Daniel is this person that never knows how to keep secrets and that's what I don't want at least there should be privacy in the relationship and that's what he can't do. It hurt me and I was so disappointed.... I know I ended the relationship but it took me about a month to recover from the thought of Daniel..... yeah!! that's how bad it was.
