Buntu , is a word that comes from my country , which means already in the last situation. Rice is very difficult in this situation. Dedline was not caught and the idea had also stopped. I don't know what else to do with other things, there have been many ways to do it but the result is the same.
Looking for the best way by hearing a lot of existing input but not matching the idea we want. It's tiring but this is how it is. Already doing my best but still like this.
It's not that I'm desperate. I just hope that in the future there will be a situation where my passion for writing and forming brilliant ideas will return. For now it is difficult to cultivate existing ideas. Because the fact that I feel makes my thoughts focus on one last point that I have not yet reached a climax. Tired of being exhausted because of this but a desire that is not followed by a good idea is just a useless thing.
Maybe what I feel right now is boredom. However, if you look at it from a flashback, I haven't experienced this just once. I see it very often and I'm sure that in the future new thoughts will grow which will motivate me to write again.
It's ironic, but that's the truth. It is very difficult to explain again to find a solution. I can only be silent and look back at the lost mood and trigger my brain to create and create brilliant ideas. I think that's enough for today I'm at length , fuck for my skimpy weekend of brilliant ideas