At one point have you ever had that self esteem and importance around you?; The presences of self esteem was never there while I was still at high school because I had this stage frites (the fear of the crowd steering at you and waiting for you to give an important speech) and I end up reading too fast and jumping words, but the moment I had my ego was the day I first won a medal in a track event competition.
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The moment when I was able to face the crowd and tell them about the practices I dedicated myself to every evening after my prep classes. At that point I wasn’t look down on anymore people knew me for my worth. Most time people don’t get to see your worth not until you can actually proof to them you are more than what they think you are and this time they would try to find all means to get closer to you and try to discover things they never knew.
My ego has brought me respect among my mates and people I meet because I don’t put myself first in things I do but try to be of benefit to them, such that without my presence they can not move forward. This has been achieved through lots of hard work and dedication. Am sure you might feel I was been used but the moment I opt out on them; the probability of them having to complete a project I was working on or something they new I was good, it is always hard for them to caught up so they get to know my ‘WORTH’.
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What about the times of rejections and worthlessness attitude people give to you that you can not be up to there standards and the moment you believe within yourself that you can make it through and shine like a star without the presence of there help. This would make them wonder and have thought of loss among themselves because they never knew your worth not up to that moment, “Shockingly you became an important idol they should have accepted a very long time”.
The presences of REJECTION.
The point where people and does you look up to rejects your actions even you have put in more strength than you can into it is not the end of it all. But this should give you the heads start to actually show your ego and trust me I believe this is the time you tend to think outside the box and proof to then all the presence of self ego lives within you.
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For me this days the PROOF OF BRAIN COMMUNITY made the people around me see my worth because before now I was seen has a low life and couldn’t have word without most of them turning to it to a joke. My past few months on the platform has changed my world because any time I want to contribute I am given that space and audience to express myself and they now see my points and my Ego.
My ego is just like a Prophecy that came to pass.