grabé esto y no lo he vuelto a mirar, porque cuando miro y escucho mis propios videos lo único que suelo hacer es juzgarme y criticarme y decirme todas las razones porque no debería subirlo.
I recorded this and I haven't looked at it again, because when I look and listen to my own videos all I do is judge myself and be a critic telling me all the reasons why I shouldn't upload it
pero en esta improvisación en particular recuerdo haber dicho algo respecto de esta sociedad donde buscamos la validación de seres al otro lado de máquinas donde nos importa demasiado lo que dice un maldito comentario, por lo que me siento incentivado a compartir la grabación tal cual salió sin revisarla, sin editarla.
but on this particular improv I remember saying something about society and how we look for the validation of being so that are on the other side of machines, that we care too much about what a bloody comment says so I feel incentivated to share the recording just as it came out without edit
desde que estoy en la plataforma me he sentido en la encrucijada de si hacer contenido honesto, íntimo y auténtico o buscar un intermedio que tenga suficiente aprobación de las personas como para que me paguen una cantidad decente.
ever since I'm on this platform I felt at a crossroads between doing honest intimate and authentic content or looking for a spacing between where I have enough approval from people to keep getting paid a decent account
por esta vez (y espero que tenga el valor para hacerlo muchas veces más) optaré por entregar un momento de mi vida tal cual es dejando de lado los filtros.
this time (and I hope I have the courage to do it many more times) I will choose to give you a moment of my life leaving away all the filters.
if any English speaker out there is curious about what the lyrics say feel free to tell me in the comments and I will take the time to translate them to you. I would offer the lyrics in advance but I don't want to see the video because of the same reasons I already exposed at the beginning I just want to send it out and relieve myself of the expectation of approval or rejection it may have. after all the quality of a content should not be measured by the votes given on a social media but rather on how you feel during the creation of it.
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