I don't know if it's just me, but have you noticed how you get so mushy and feel like you're in a bubble when you and your lover are so engrossed with each other online?
There's just something about digital love that makes it all the more intimate. Maybe it's the yearning or the attention, or it may just be something else. But that thing, whatever it is, seems to make the heart beat faster.
I'm a very private person. I'm quiet, a little shy and reserved and not the lovey-dovey kind of girl. My kind of digital love is everything that should happen in the dm. I'm not even given to post my person. It may be because I want to just keep them to me and keep us to us or because I don't even ever post anything on my status and online pages except on rare occasions. Offline, I'm not even one for PDA. Yet, I like a partner who, inspite of my resistance, takes my hand in theirs or pulls an arm over my shoulder. I might act a little shy-ish but I love the act. The warmth, the flutter and the tenderness always hits the right spots and puts me in my elements.
Digital love for me is all about the constant calls and wanting to hear each other's voices, and the video calls for no reason at all. The video calls ...I enjoy them so much. Going about our activities, sometimes not speaking but feeling like we're in the same room. Then the sticker wars and sharing of reels, whether funny, lovey-dovey, or anyone at all.
One of the beautiful things about a digital love is having to say things from the little to the big ones, being able to hear, to feel and to read the person and understand their tides and get into a synchrony that only you both can. It's about the check-ins, the sharing of daily and tales, the games, the small talks, the concern, the involvement. All of these very little details which sums up making me feel like we're miles apart yet so close that our foreheads coulds touch.