This morning is very different from the usual morning, this is my first day of bed rest and I have to rest for the next 9 months. Having a weakness, as a cervical incompetent survivor, to have a baby after 2 spontaneous miscarriages, this was my last chance to get pregnant after 3 years of delaying getting pregnant again.
It's not easy to live a new habit, being a person who can only sit and sleep on the bed, all I can do is watch tv, eat and drink quietly, this is a struggle that is not easy.
Every morning, my mind is always filled with scary things, especially at 02.00 am, there was a drop of blood coming out, it made me a little worried. Blood spots that have always been a scary thing, my mind was shaken, hoping that nothing bad would happen to me and the baby in my womb. To ease my fear, I asked my husband for a cup of v60 coffee and he made a special one for me. I know, my husband just roasted coffee yesterday, this time the coffee will be very fresh.
"Coffee in the morning is a gift, it's always a medicine." Even though I was very afraid, it turned out that the coffee I drank this morning made my mind calmer. At first, my husband refused to make me coffee, he said I shouldn't drink too much coffee, coffee contains caffeine. After arguing for too long, I finally called the doctor and he said that it was okay for me to drink coffee, but not more than a glass. Even though my husband was very upset, in the end he made a good coffee and with love, I know his love for me and the baby in my womb, but remember my husband, I need coffee to survive this anxiety.
How can I live without coffee, I have to spend 24 hours of my time just spending time watching tv, reading books and working with laptops. Without friends, although occasionally my mother and cousin would come to my room and chat with me, but it turned out that I was just like a prisoner in prison who couldn't go anywhere I wanted.
This struggle is indeed very hard, it is long enough to live for 9 months in a small room measuring 3x3m. I've been through it for 1 week, I'm bored of always being friends, but I hope this struggle gets the best and maximum results.
Fortunately, the taste of the coffee that my husband makes is very good, has a soft taste, sweet even without sugar, a little bitter because of the medium roasting, a little sour but not dominant, the distinctive aroma of coffee that fills the whole room. I asked my husband about the coffee beans he uses, he said it was good quality coffee that he bought from his friend who is a coffee farmer in Karo Regency.
"So, don't be afraid to drink coffee, coffee will make your life feel better. The caffeine in coffee won't poison you, but it will give you peace of mind. It's enough to drink coffee at least once a day, then your life will be more enjoyable."
See you the next time hive friends!
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