Being number one is not so easy.
I've always thought about it
Things to be achieved, not for yourself, but
To meet people's expectations.
Not everything that is a wish, can come true.
In fact, what is not, has to be done to please many people.
Things that become desires, must be removed just like that.
The thing that you want to do must be forgotten, even though the feeling of the heart wants to be conveyed.
Makes us reflect tired of life.
Makes you want to lose.
But it's not as easy as a shadow.
Sometimes looking at the mountains
want to come
See the sea
Feeling like drowning.
Looking at the sky
feeling like flying.
Seeing the wind
want to be blown.
In such a way I want not to be aware of reality.
Heavy shoulders.
But not even this feeling can be conveyed.
Maybe this is the way to go,and hope there is happiness at the end of the struggle.