Personally, I feel it is natural for this to happen to human beings. For me, I feel my weak point is more of maintaining friendship and also lack of communication. Because personally, I'm this kind of person that loves keeping up with people I really like and care about, and I always appreciate it if I get the same energy in return.
Because I can be bad in the aspect of distancing myself from you if I'm beginning to get some kind of negative vibe from you as a friend or close one. I really don't know how to talk most times when someone offends me in most cases.
The highest I will do is to distance myself from such individuals, which I know can be very bad. And the moment I begin to distance myself from you, it will only take the help of God for us to come back and have a healthy relationship.
Because I'm this kind of person that doesn't really know how to talk much, so the moment I voice out, I sometimes end up hurting another person with my word or action. Because I literally don't know how to be calm in that instant while I'm angry.
Because for me to get angry, you'd have been doing that over and over again, and I might just skip it like it never happened, but then, I still have it in mind against that person that don't worry, you're definitely going to go astray again instead of voicing out, I rather pile it up till the person's cup is full, and at that point, I really can't help control myself sometimes.
Which is something I know so much that is very bad and should be worked on as soon as possible. Because before I take that step of getting angry, I believe you'd have pushed me so hard to the extent I can't hide it any longer.
It's more bad because I'm this kind of blunt person that doesn't really know how to pretend. I will tell you bluntly that, bro, you did this thing, and you should never try it with me again. Which sometimes might sound rude to the other person.
Because at that point, I really don't want to know who that person is. I will make sure I pure my mind out to your plain on how old I was about the situation and make you know that you fucked up.
But this thing has literally had a way of affecting me because people literally don't like to hear that bitter truth you tell them sometimes, and I'm personally this kind of person that doesn't know how to keep malice of grudges against people.
So if I confront you more than 2 times and I literally don't see change most times, I literally just ghost you and go off. Because I really don't fancy keeping too much company around me.
So I always expect to receive the same energy I give out to you, so if it doesn't look like I'm trying to force any vibe or something. That's something I hate so much. When someone tries to give me the attitude of me forcing vibe. I will definitely just cut you off for my own peace of mind.
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