Have you ever thought a language suits your personality?

Like a reflection of your own.
I want to learn Japanese not with any ulterior motive.
I just like the symphony of the Japanese language.
As if the melody of this language suits my personality perfectly.

Even if it requires real talent & I am a person of average intelligence, nonetheless, I adored multiple languages.
I am already fluent in 3 languages and learning another one institutionally.
Yet I feel it is not enough. I wish I had been more sharp or genius.
If I get 3 wishes from Aladins' gene, the first wish I would demand is to turn myself into a multilingual person somehow.

Because language learning is not easy. I believe one needs to have a knack for it.
Like ART.
Regardless of how much institutional practice and knowledge you perform, if you are not naturally-gifted one, creativity will not be bloomed.
It is an awful thing for people who work hard but that is how it is. The same goes for language learning.

Though I am learning french for some materialistic reasons.

But if I really can, I would love to learn Japanese.

People who know me will say "Ahh! It is because of Anime, isn't it?"
Well, I cannot deny that. Because I have come to know Japanese through the Anime world. And perhaps the fondness grew the same way.

The taste of loneliness People say life in Japan is mechanical, self-absorbed, and lonely. But I feel very comfortable with that life.
Unfortunately, that is what I like the most about Japan.
Somehow, over time I heightened toward a lonely, self-absorbed lifestyle.
Not my whole life, but I wanted to live a certain time in Japan to experience the taste of loneliness.
I still dream to wear a kimono and enjoy Hanabi festival

Want to melt during spring amidst The fragrance of Sakura,
Celebrate Christmas, going to shrine, having Shojo party, and many more things, even maybe trying out Calligraphy!

And all of those dreams push me to inspire of learning Japanese.
Whatever I can or cannot achieve through learning the language, there is no doubt I just genuinely love Japanese language.
The taste of this language to me is like the most delicious meal.
When I talk to myself while watching Japanese stuff, I adore how I sound!

Well, too bad for me.
I wish I had more exposure to the world in my early days about life, opportunities and perception. It is not possible anymore to master the language.
Because neither I have the time nor the scope to learn unless some miracle happens.
Then I would have been able to make it real what is now a distant dream.