Efforts and results both are very common words and we use both of them many times for various purposes. I think you already know what the meaning of both words is.
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We make efforts to achieve something as well as for a result. Sometimes the result becomes good and sometimes opposite. Every time instead of giving an effort we don't get the expected result. It makes us feel sad but on the other hand, receiving an expected result gives us joy and it's natural. I have experienced both kinds of results in my life and I am going to share about two incidents related to it. I am starting with the good one where I get the good results of my efforts.
When I was in 9th standard I desired to earn online but earning online wasn't common at that time. I dreamed of it but didn't get support from anyone. I have said about it to my mother and my mother said that it was impossible. She said to me, "If it's possible to earn money sitting at home, people would leave working outside". I don't blame my mother for having such kind of thought because it was very natural considering the situation at that time. But I was never demotivated hearing that kind of thing.
I was desperate for it that I was scammed 3 times. Each time I lost 20$, 10$ & 12$ which means I lost a total of 42$ because of scamming as well as not to listening other's words. To be honest I was very disappointed and decided not to invest a single money to earn online. I planned to earn without investment and I was determined for it.
I can clearly remember my first earning on the online platform was 20 cents for a local platform in our country. It was very few cents but It motivated me to believe strongly that I also can earn from online. Do you know it, my earning in a whole month was only 80 cents in the first time? I felt good because the task wasn't hard there. I started to refer others and my earning increased to 6-8$ per month. But I need to invest all day to make referrals and make them understand how to work. At that time captcha work appeared and it also allowed me to earn a little bit more. But it was hard work because they used to pay 1$ for solving the 1k captcha.
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I was searching for opportunities and one online friend said me about read.cash and it was the new platform when I joined there. It was my first writing platform. With time the earning system get difficult for me after some time and I left it when the reward distribution power was given to a bot and I failed to catch the attention of the bot. After certain time noise.cash arrived in my life through the reference of read.cash . Noise.cash was very easy and allowed everyone to earn some by making noise. I never left it and after a certain time, the earning of noise.cash was huge for me. I can still remember that I was earning a minimum of 150$ each month from there in the time of the pandemic time. I used to invest all the day of mine for earnings there and it was my need also in that time. It was a golden time for me and I bought my current smartphone at that time using my own money which cost me 200$. At the same time, I was able to help my family financially also. I also saved some assets in crypto and currently, I am still holding those. That platform is gone and now I am in this platform means hive platform. At the current time, I am not earning as much as I earned in the previous platform but this one is different and I came here with a long time goal and I hope I will be able to achieve it. Till now I have had nothing to do with the earning of this platform in my real life but I am increasing my hp and it means my asset is increasing. Except for the earning of the Hive platform, I have the earning from other sources online which is stored and increasing with time.
I am confident that It will help me in the future to achieve financial freedom and it's my goal also.
Fun fact: Still sometimes, I poke my mother saying, "If it's possible to earn money sitting at home, people would leave working outside".
It was a great lesson for me and I get/getting the expected result now. I think it is all because of the effort I have given many years and I am still giving efforts for earning online.
Let's talk about efforts where I didn't get the results that I expected. I said many times that till now I was successful in case of academic career and results. Currently, I am reading at a public university and I take the opportunity to study here by giving admission tests and making good results, and competing with more than 150k students. It's a dream of many students to read at a public university and it's not easy to fulfill the dream. In my case I achieved it and I came here with many hope and huge possibilities. Expecting a good outcome is natural when I am reading at one of the top universities in my country.
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But unluckily, the teachers in my department are very lazy and don't care about our time and don't think about our future. Except for some departments (including my department), all the departments are very active and the teachers are student-friendly and they tried their best to recover the delayed time of graduation for COVID-19. Most of my friends already finished their graduation and doing a job or searching job. On the other hand, I am still in 4th year and I don't know when I will be graduating from here. If the teachers of our department try their best I hope I need more than 1 year to complete my graduation which means more than 6 years and 6 months in total when it was supposed to end in 4 years. Still, there can happen many things which can delay our graduation time and the political problem in our country because the election is coming near. I am afraid that it will be hard to say when my graduation will be complete if the government changes this time. Many uncertainties still exist to complete my graduation.
Sometimes I feel I have done wrong admitted to a top public university. It would be better if I was admitted to a random university in my nearby place. Was it my father's wrong decision to make me educated because I am stuck here and can't apply for a job because almost everywhere require a graduation certificate? My father came from abroad 2 years ago and still, he need to think about finance. I also do support financially my father by doing tuition but it's not a permanent source of income. I always say that I have always been successful as a student but I feel like I am a failure one as a son because those people who have gone abroad already taking the whole financial responsibility of their families. Wasn't it better if I went to my abroad and earn a good amount of money?
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I know it's not reasonable to think such kind of thing almost at the ending time of my academic career but when I see my father need to think about finance when it should be the time to relax and enjoy time with family members. My father feels proud because of my educational career but I feel suffocating now for my education career. Can that university or teachers return the time of us which they are destroying?
So in this case I gave my best efforts but received suffering and whatever I am suffering was totally unexpected specially when I am reading at a top university in my county.
The good thing is my father always supports me all the time and the another good thing is I always remain positive all the time and I try to avoid thinking that kind of thing which I can't change. It helps me to lead time very well.
I became emotional while writing about this one and feel angry also. What can I do here? I do not think about it because thinking about it can't bring any positive results. So it's better to avoid thinking about it.
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