It Has Stuck to Me And it is Very Difficult For Me to Change it [That One Thing]

We are all the same human beings created by the almighty god. we all have the same organs and the same body shape. but not all of us are the same there must be one or many things that make us different both in terms of habits and behavior. The most visible difference between us and other friends is in terms of behavior. For example, our behavior with our friends can be very different and only a few people have almost the same characteristics. but in general, surely we have different traits and behaviors. in this case, have you ever noticed a trait that you have that your friends do but in yourself it is very, very difficult and can never be done? If that question is asked of me, I have a trait that my friends can do, but I find it very difficult to put it into practice. so I will write about this in this edition. I hope that my writing in this edition will be of interest to all my friends and readers.

I have a personality disorder with all my old friends. since I was in high school, I already have a disorder with my friends, namely I am very difficult to sleep at night and wake up in the morning. Initially, I had a normal life with my friends. However, this habit began to appear when I often watched football matches on TV during my high school days. because the match took place at night, so I often stayed up late and from there my life was different from my friends. since high school, I've often stayed up late until I can no longer sleep at night until now. wherever and in whatever group I am in, even though my body is tired, I can no longer rest at night. This is what makes me different from my friends. The strange thing is, I myself experienced this and none of my friends experienced it except me.

Sometimes I also feel very jealous of my friends because when I see all my friends sleeping soundly at night and waking up with a fresh body in the morning so that I can carry out activities like ordinary humans there I really regret doing my bad habits in the past. but what can you do it was my fault and i have to accept the consequences.

So therefore, my message to friends, don't do bad habits like I did. because the impact and influence can have long-term effects that can interfere with your life and physical in the future.