Special greetings to you all, hope the week has been fair to you? Make sure you have the best of it.
This is my entry to the first episode of The Week 30 Weekly Featured Contest in Hive Learners community.
We are talking about FEAR.
Just like what we've learnt about the subject of fear, it's said to be a feeling that humans experience just the way we feel happy, hurt, disappointed etc. So its part of a living human, anyone that doesn't exercise fear need to be checked to see if the hormones are intact or maybe he/she has traded it for something lol🤣.
We have death to be one of the greatest fear to humans (if not the greatest) even though it's inevitable, but that's not what I'm going to talk about on this blog.
One of the biggest fear that taunt me so much is the fear of ACCUSATION. You know there are some accusations that you won't be able to prove your right because the accusers will paint you black with good facts and evidences, at that time, you'll leave vengeance for God and we know the long process of waiting for God's vengeance🤗.
Let me share with you my experiences with the fear of accusations.
✨MONEY THEFT✨
Before I joined the last face of my tertiary academy, I worked as an accountant/secretary in my home church. I got admission and the boss(Pastor) was kind enough to allow me to be working from school.
Look at the way we did it;
I travel home every weekend on Fridays after lectures to attend to work. Sometime during school I'd receive some tasks that I had to put records in place via my phone. It was fine for me because I was getting paid while in school.
One Wednesday, we needed to deposit money and my boss was going to another State on assignment, so I was called from school to handle it because the payment is not what an external person could do, due to some policies and transaction demands.
I rushed down from school, picked the money from my boss and told him I'll pay the money as I was going back to school and he agreed. I made sure the money was paid at the favorite bank while returning to school.
After the week, on Monday the next week to be precise, my boss called that the money I paid has not reflected. Jeeez! My mind flared up with many thoughts. "Could it be that I made a wrong Transaction?", "I hope people at home are not thinking already that I've ran away with church money?"
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I told him to give me a little time while I check why the transaction was yet to reflect, I quickly login to church portal and saw it hanging. It was so unfortunate for me that I didn't have any bank staff's number despite being so close to them.
I had to enter road immediately, it was a two hours journey. I got to the bank and met the staff that did the transaction. She was like she has been searching for my number to reach to me tell me that the portal for the deposit has been disturbing since that day (it's not a direct deposit, it uses church portal), story cut short, she tried again in my presence and it was processed.
My mind became calm and I called my boss to explain things to him.
Although he didn't suspected of any fowl play from my end because I don't have such bad records but HUMANS are HUMANS.
✨PREGNANCY✨
Another one was the fear of pregnancy.
I'm this kinda person that people have high expectations from, so I mustn't mess around.
During school there's this female neighbor that enchatted me with her magic. I was a church boy but I fell. We didn't date but we were together as if there was something going on. I was her "clean lodge boyfriend".
One night while we were together, she got awaken and rushed me(she was the one that rushed me oo!🤣). I almost fell for it but I was able to stop before anything serious. I fear pregnancy!
Three weeks after that incident, I was in class receiving lecture when she called, begging me to come home immediately after the lecture, she said she was sick and went to hospital for check and aside that, she want to apologise for something.
Mehn! My mind left my body Instantly, goosebumps took over my body. "Is it that she want to blackmail with pregnancy? But I didn't touched her that night, or pregnancy now comes with just a look? I was so confused because if it's what I'm thinking, then I'm doomed...if the news get to my home, the news will spread like wild fire.
I was not even considering how to prove anything because ones some ladies are desperate, tell hell with your proofs.
I left the lecture, boarded a bike and went straight to house. I met her at the lobby sitting and I asked her what's happening. That was when she gave me the :foolish talk' that she lost the N500 I have her that money and she was feeling bad about it. Mtchwwwww!
Thanks for reading💝💝💝
3rd October 2022