I was very happy when I first set foot in the city, because many beautiful dreams and aspirations were created in my mind. Because the dream of starting a new life in the middle of the city, the desire to take myself to a new position, made me very happy inside. But I didn't realize it would all be a lie after a while.
Whatever we expect or want, at some point we realize that our needs and aspirations were wrong. We have imagined many things without realizing it and have raised our own aspirations. When I can understand the whole thing, I just express regret and frustration.
Things still seem very strange to me and it seems that village life was very beautiful and good. I could easily express my restlessness and emotions, I could share my problems with someone I thought was very close to me. But here in city life everything is in its opposite state, trying to find myself differently.
I don't know if this has happened to any of you, whether our experiences are as cruel as mine. But the more I think about it, the more frustrated I become. So sometimes I try to forget everything but I can't. It is impossible for us to forget everything, maybe we have to try to move forward with the difficulties.
THANKS ||<<->>|| Nishad
My name is Nishad, I am 19 years old, and my place of birth is Sadar Thana in Netrikona District of Mymensingh Division. I play badminton in addition to my studies, I started practicing badminton in 2016. I like sports a lot, I used to play a lot of sports from a young age, I visit when I have time and I have visited many places of my country.