I am in the dark clouds @mhmaruf

I came as the sun to give you light, the helpless chases me away, black sweat, I can't go even if I want to go, I can't live without you, why don't you think of me as a cloud, don't think of light.

I can't go on without you, I've never wanted happiness for you in my life, why don't you turn your face again and again.