I've been quite inactive for a while, not because I was on some self discovery journey or on a quest find God or something of that sort, I kind of just wanted to leave, seemed Hive wasn't for me.
It's was easy to get excited at first, the thought of writing and possibly getting money worth your time was compelling. Perfect for me I said. The first few weeks were encouraging. My introduction post had a lot of upvotes, well not alot alot but it was enough for me. So I started writing, trying to figure what my next post would be about. I wasn't expecting it to blow up like my introduction post because yes, nobody gets to the top that easy or at least some people don't so I wasn't surprised when it didn't get as much as my first post, little beginning right? Next post didn't do well to and I kinda hate the type of person I am sometimes because I tend to give up easy.
I started slacking, logged onto Peakd once in two days, it became once in a week, soon turned once in a month. The only time I was here was when I was feeling a little bit inspired and wanted to drop something, you know, so I don't feel irrelevant. I managed to sign up for the newbie initiative program, it gave me a little glimmer of hope but I still managed to miss out on verifying myself on discord, big bummer 😞.
Can't really blame anybody but myself for that and so I've decided.
Decided to do better, all I've had is time to think. Discipline, I'm majorly lacking discipline so I'm going on a one month discipline plan starting today. Nobody can really you but yourself, and God of course if you're religious.
So far so good, but then again it's only been 13 hours since I started, fingers are still crossed. I'm going to do it, make it to one month and see where else I can take myself from there. I have a good feeling about it. The difference between this plan and the ones I've had in the past that failed is, now, I've spiced it up with prayer and committed it to God.