To be honest, I don’t even know what to write but I just feel like writing something. I’m just lying down on my bed, pressing my phone since morning. No motivation, no much vibe, just me and my thoughts. I feel bored, not because there’s nothing to do, but I just feel somehow lazy and unmotivated today
As I dey scroll up and down on my phone, going from one app to another, I start thinking about life and money. Like, this money matter no dey ever leave person mind. Even when you’re doing nothing, money is still on your mind. I just dey wonder, “What can I even do now to make small money? What can I try next?”
I know I have skills, I know I sabi do some things, but sometimes the mind no just dey set. I just dey think and overthink. It’s crazy how you can be doing absolutely nothing and still feel mentally tired. Maybe it’s because I don’t like this feeling of not doing anything useful, and maybe that's why I'm writing this post now just to make today count, even if na small
Hive has really helped me to realise that not every day has to be productive in a big way. Sometimes, just expressing yourself, just sharing how you feel, it’s something. It adds value. Sometimes when I go through other people’s post, I see that I’m not alone. Some days are tough for them too, some are just bored like me, some are struggling silently. So yeah, it feels good to write and share
If you’re reading this and you’re also feeling bored or tired or you get money on your mind too, just know say you're not alone. Life no easy for anybody. Even those that look like they’re balling, them get their own stress too. But one thing I believe is that things can always change. Nothing dey stay forever. The way I dey feel now, e go pass. Your own go pass too
I no get big words to drop today. Just felt like being real and honest. I’m not sad, but I’m not so happy either. Just somewhere in between, you know that kind feeling?
Anyway sha, let me stop here before I start writing another episode. Lol. Thanks for reading. And if you dey Hive too and you dey see this, I hope you’re good. If you dey hustle, may your hustle pay. If you dey rest, rest well. And if you’re like me right now bored and just lying on bed just know say we move still
