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As humans, we all have a weak point. It may be characters, traits, habits, or even addiction, we are not that perfect. What can be a weak point for me may differ from your weak point; our weak point can never be the same, because we all know that if we give birth to twins or if we have children, their behaviours will always be different.
Me as a person, even though I am friendly and jovial with people, I have a weak point, which is Anger Issue. I know that I have an anger issue, though not that much, I still have one. That's why whenever someone makes any slight mistake with me, I easily shout at that person or instantly insult that person, because of my anger, though I am already trying to control my anger because I don't want it to affect me in the future since I am still young and I can still control it.
That's why anytime someone gets me angry and another person is trying to talk to me, I make sure to let the person know that they should leave me alone so that I won't vent all my anger on them because if I am angry, I can't control it until I say all that I want to say to that person before the anger can subside in my body.
I could remember a year ago an incident happened though I can't remember the incident I know that the person was trying to help me but when I saw the way he was talking to me was not good I couldn't help but shout at the person that he was scared with how my voice was loud that day, all the anger in me I directed it to him until I said all that I want to say to him before I was calm that day, after realising what I did I begged him that I didn't mean it truth to my word I didn't mean it, but it just that the anger in me took over and control me that day after I begged him he later forgive me and I was happy since that day anytime someone gets me angry I make sure to breathe in and out because if I let my anger to control me the person will hate me, so to prevent such thing I make sure to calm myself or by saying something to myself that will help me.
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There was a day a girl in 300 level was talking to her coursemates, so I and my friends were going to LR4 because that was the place we were going to receive our lectures that day and the LR4 is located in our faculty so she mistakenly stepped on me with her boot and I felt the pain because we all know how the down of a boot use to look like, so I told her that she stepped on me that can't she see where she was going, for her to apologise to me she started saying rubbish to me saying am I blind that can't I also see the place I was going, I was angry that I fisted my two hands together even my friends already knew I was angry but because I don't want to say something that will cause a fight I left that place to a cool place and started breathing in and out and that helped me that day if not me and the girl would fight that day.
Even sometimes my anger used to take over, especially if my brother said something that made me angry, especially if I came late from school because sometimes some of our lecturers used to pass their time and if my brother asked why I was late for me to reply gently to him, I will allow my anger to control me that I will shout at him. Even sometimes he used to tell me I should start controlling my anger so that it won't affect me in the future.
Though it's not like I love it if I am angry, I just can't help it. The only advice I will give to people who have anger issues is that they should always find a way to control their anger because if someone is angry, the person won't know when he/she will destroy things until the anger in them has subsided before realizing what they have done. Also, I will advise that they should always control it so that it won't cause any conflict between their friends, relationships, family, etc. However, I am happy because I am already seeing changes in my body and my anger issue is already getting better than before.
This is my entry for the Hive Learners Featured Content Week 127 Edition 01
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