I don't know if there are times in your life but there are times in my life when I sometimes get very worried about myself because the activities around me force me to be so worried but in the midst of all this I see everyone happy and think like myself to spend a little time but the time I spend is spent in loneliness and indifference which is why sometimes I try to have a good time fighting with myself.
Some people will question you at the end of the day when you are in the midst of many responsibilities but when you have done all the responsibilities very well some people will criticize you and even though you have solved them very well in the past some people have more needs and some more. People always want to be focused on a place that is actually a lot harder for you to deal with, but sometimes I have to face situations that sometimes make me feel indifferent to myself.
Some pains I never show to anyone because I have to feel my own pain and make up my own mind to get rid of those pains but sometimes I feel very indifferent but nobody wants to understand anyone here everyone just wants to be busy with myself anyway In fact, many times I am emotionally indifferent, but I try different ways to recover from that indifference.
Anyway there was a time like this yesterday and I used to go through such times sometimes but it didn't feel very good so I was trying to give myself some time to walk alone with a hot coffee mug somewhere far away from this busy city where someone asked me a question. No matter where in a place where no one will put pressure on me, if time was short, it would have been better for me.