Hello everyone! Opinion about myself is I have been an extrovert since childhood but I couldn’t express my self. Others often don’t understand me because of my weakness of communication skill. That's why everyone thought that I am an introverted person. I always tried to chill and happy from my inner side. I took everyone of my age as a friend.
I was always hospitable with others. During my student life I was too friendly with all. But it was a matter of pity that almost every classmates didn’t understand me. One or two of my classmates took me as their good friend. When I was student of kindergarten some classmates took my help and if I did any wrong they hit me without any hesitation. It was very shocking for me. They took me as a weak guy with whom they can do any thing as they wish. Even in my College life I got the same experience.
In my college life I lived in hostel. There I got more than thirty classmates. They were different in their habit and culture. When I met with them some took me as their best friend and some took me as a simple boy. One of them was very cruel to me without any reason. I remembered my kindergartens memory after saw him. I always tried to be a good friend of him but he sometimes mentally harassed me when he wished. Unfortunately he lived in that flat where I lived also. My father chose a single room in a flat where I can live qu
ite lonely and peacefully which would more comfortable for me to study. But my aunt changed the room in another flat where I can mix all of the flatmates. It was the reason I got such a peculiar guy in my flat. But all had not the same thinking. Two of my flatmates were beside me and supported me aginst that guy. Their opinion about me was very positive. They understood that I was very simple and fearful boy. I can't talk even loudly. That's why that peculiar guy got the chance to irritate me. When I studied in my room some boys from other flats came to my room and started gossiping. Their opinion was that it was not disturbing for me as the didn’t talk with me. Sometimes I tried to understood them that gossiping without permission in other's studying time is not fair. But they never understood my opinion. At the end of the college final exam, those who disturbed me during my study most of them were received low CGPAs.
I think all men are not equal. All have not the same thinking power. So I faced a lot of problems in my day to day Life.I lead a simple life so I think everything simply. People whom outlook matches with me I can easily speak with him, share my problems, spend leisure with them. Whom outlook don’t match with me but I have to do something with them, I face a lot of problems. It is not necessary to match my outlook with all. But when a person understand that I can't communicate with him properly, he should help me. I have had a lot of bad experiences in my workplace when I work with an introvert officer. Her opinion about me was I am ineligible for the job. She never gave me any suggestion clearly that I could do my duty properly. But I already did work with four officers without any problem.
Every person have their different outlook. That's why their opinion might different.
Now I am trying to change my outlook. Since I gave priority to all, now I don’t give the same importance to all. I observed the person and give them the priority they deserve. I talk with strangers carefully. It makes my personality strong. I noticed that whom had a bad opinion about me in the past now they changed their opinion about me because of changing my personality. So now I don’t hope that all would not be my friend. But if anyone take me as friend I will give him my full support. And if anyone ignores me I always avoid them even in their bad time.
It might change their opinion about me.