Hello everyone, good afternoon may we always be given health, success and hopefully today is better than the previous day.
On this occasion, I will return to participate in the weekly contest which is always held by the #hivelearners community and is now entering week 09 of issue 02 with the topic Your First Love
Talking about first love, everyone must have felt the name of falling in love for the first time, it's just that it depends sooner or later that love grows on him, many first loves are unrequited, many first loves do not last long but some find love his first and also his last love for the same person
my first love story started from when I was in 9th grade of junior high school, I started to like a very beautiful little girl, she was a transfer student from another school who was in 8th grade
Before we were at the same school, we often met accidentally at several moments where every Eid came he always went home to his uncle's house, and his uncle was my night teacher in the village, I was one of the students who was very shy every time When I see him I always feel awkward but often steal the attention to always be able to see him laugh
There was a time, where I had to collect all the assignments that the teacher gave me, and at the same time it turned out that she also submitted assignments to the same teacher and this was the first time I could see her beautiful face so closely, unexpected things happened that made my body feel like I'm shaking and can't say he greeted me with the word you live there huh! who recites the Koran with uncle I can only answer uhm yes then I immediately left in a hurry from the office because I'm very shy
After that day, every time I met him he always gave me a sweet smile, his love for him grew day by day, his curiosity would increase, but I didn't dare to reprimand him
Several times I tried to get up the courage to reprimand him but I didn't succeed, because wherever he went he was always with his friends, I could only see his movements from a distance
After a few days passed, every day we gave each other a smile when we met in the cafeteria, Then I decided to make a letter from a book sheet for him with some greetings and other words written on it, then I put the letter in his desk drawer in class , after the next day my heart is not calm always thinking about the letter, will he read it,! will he reply,! will he laugh at the contents of the letter I wrote!, that's what kept me from focusing on studying that day
It turned out that when I came home from school he was waiting for me in the bicycle parking lot and immediately called me, while embarrassed I kept walking in front of him and he gave a reply to the letter I gave yesterday without drilling at length I immediately left embarrassed
I can't wait to open a reply letter from him and I am very happy when I read all the contents of the letter because according to my expectations the one thing I remember the most is that he doesn't have a girlfriend. After that day I tried to get up the courage to meet him in the school yard under a tree where every break he always sat there with friends at first the atmosphere but eventually got used to it
day after day passed we only met at school and communicated at school, because at that time we both didn't use cellphones, because I felt that I was too close, felt a comfort in him I decided to write a love letter to express all my heart to him and gave a letter during recess, happy things happened, he met me when he came home from school and immediately gave an answer accepting me to be his girlfriend, I was instantly silent between happy and nervous I just said "thank you" while smiling to myself, all the way I go home smiling alone remembering my first love was not rejected
The next day we spent together happily, without any problems, we only met at every break
Long story short, not long after I graduated from the school and then continued to the next level and he went to grade 9, at that time our relationship was still going well, because we both didn't use cellphones, we only met when we came home from school
but everything was not according to what I imagined, even though she grew more beautiful, more pious but many things have changed, we met as if two people who had no relationship, I tried to start a conversation but it didn't go like before, nothing the words that came out even though I felt a lot of things changed
every Eid he came home, I just looked at his face from a distance and we started slowly after that day I decided to let him go even though, sadly, I felt sick
a few years later I heard the news that he was engaged to one of the teachers who were there, and would continue the marriage after he graduated from high school, after hearing the news I tried to find a way to meet him for the last time
Finally the time came, we met somewhere and I don't have much to say, I just congratulated him and said we weren't meant to be together
after that day I tried to find another love to let him go with someone else, until now we are still on good terms greet each other when we meet and he is married and even has children, I am also married to the woman of my choice
I live happily with my wife she lives happily with her husband and children,
for me, first love is indeed a very difficult love to forget, many moments cannot be forgotten, even so we live for the future love what we have now, the story of first love will only be history in our lives to remember
I think I've told too long, about first love 😂 So I'll end it here, I hope you enjoy my love story, I'm sorry if there are mistakes both in writing and in other ways