Hospital? This is one of my greatest fear , it's like the hospital has done anything than good for me, but the fear in the thought of going the hospital is higher than anything you can imagine.
It's always giving me the feeling that it's only people that are critically hurt or injured, or that had an accident or they are at the point of death, i mean, the hospital sounds like a dangerous place, I mean it's almost like when I hear the word hospitals, I hear danger, I hear prison, I don't know if you get me.
It's not like I've been to the hospital and have seen things giving me the real reason why I'll have a PTSD, or reasons why I should hate the hospital, I mean it's hospital, it's a place that helps, a place that is supposed to save people's life and not hurt people, a place to feel safe, another home if possible.
Unfortunately what I see hospitals as is the difference Abi opposite of what I described now.
Now let's think about it the way I think about it...
If you had or have a friend that you love so much come over to your side to visit and after a lot spending a whole lot of time, and now the time came when your visitor had to leave, and the the next thing you heard was that they didn't get Home, where is your friend? She's in the hospital, what will you feel like?
The rate at which your heart will now beat faster and even skip some beats, you'll be unsettled...
Let me give an example of something that happened to me last year.
A friend of mine and me was going to have a shoot for her dad's 60th birthday, we were so happy and had started setting up to have the shoot until we had a call that the person we wanted to shoot was already in the hospital, can you just imagine how we felt, it's something I can't explain..
I know all of these are not good reasons why I shouldn't go to the hospitals to check up on myself because I also need to know that I am doing well, but then the traumatic experiences both in reality and in movies has clouded my head to see the the real meaning and purpose of what a hospital really is.
Anyways this is something I should work on, I mean there are so many things I'd like to confirm medically for myself and I might not get them till I get to the hospital.
This was not part of my bucket list but the I think I will have to intentionally add it now, but I now need extra grace to fulfill this task...
Whether I like it or not, the hospital has done more good than bad and that's why we having more and more of it, cause if it, why should there be an existence of any hospital?
They say health is wealth but then there are times when I either over use this wealth of mine to get money😌 or just randomly do some unhealthy stuff, believing that I have a good am d perfect system so it can protect me.
Now I know that what is bad is bad and there's no negotiation to that...
Staying healthy is what I'll do and I recommend you do the same as much as go ti the hospital for check ups, and I'm sure we'd thank ourselves later.
Now I can't really tell when I'll going to go for a check up, but the last time I did a checkup, it was even because my church had a medical outreach l, so I used that opportunity and I was happy that I was o y despite all the things I've gone through 😂😂
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