I live barefooted and naked, very close to Earth and Nature, in a 16-acre, off-grid, clothing-optional, food-forest intentional community (GaiaYoga Gardens), way out in the jungles of Lower Puna, far East Big Island, Hawai'i. I love my life, and I'm immensely grateful to live where and how I do, on my own terms! I would not want to live any other way! 😁🙏💚⚡💥🔥✴️✳️❇️👣🌱✨🤙
Warm greetings all! 😁🙏💚✨🤙
It was a cloudy, occasionally rainy, jungle Sunday, that I spent on Hive catch-up, tasks, token management, and later, finally writing and publishing My 44th Sunday Weekly Hive Goals and Progress Update: Liquidity Pool Refinement post, which took me many hours. As I was working on Hive, I was also building/compiling some custom kernels, tailored for my new laptop. While I love what I do on Hive and in Arch Linux, my system is screaming for balance. I seriously spent the whole day, from morning to night, on Hive. That is not very balanced.
Daily integral practices, working with my plants and medicinal teas, and even going off-property to do things from time to time, are all things that I feel are important. I truly love and believe in Hive (and Arch Linux), so I have no plans stopping what I'm doing, but it is necessary to find the sweet spot of balance with them and the rest of my life.
Healing my heart is a big one too. While I love my life, where I live, and what I do, after the breakup with Kaï, I basically let go of the possibility of any lasting fulfilling relationship with a woman again. So I just focused on my passions, mission, purpose, and service. I haven't left the property in months, remaining in my jungle hideout, where I don't have to see Kaï again, and face my feeling of deep inadequacy. I can't hide in the jungle forever, though.
I really didn't expect to write all of this in this post tonight, but it's bubbling up from deep inside, asking to be reconciled and healed. Healing, balance, and reconnection....
It's such a curious paradox. I'm closer than I've ever been to how I actually want to live, and yet my heart is still broken, 'making' me withdraw from any close, face-to-face human connections.
There are so many things I want to express, but now is not the time. It's almost 1AM, and I need to sleep now. I imagine I'll be talking about this in future posts. For now I must go. I truly deeply appreciate you all! Until tomorrow! 😁 🙏 💚 ✨ 🤙
All photos were taken with my Motorola G Power Android Phone.
Thank you all so much who have helped me get to where I am today, and allowing me to share more of the beauty and magic from my life and my world with you, and for your continuous appreciation and support! I am truly deeply grateful! 😁🙏💚
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