Black can claim a solid advantage if he plays e.g. gxh5 ...

The second lost game was even more terrible. I had won a full piece and then also built an attack on the opponent's king, but 'managed' to lose anyhow anyway under time pressure.

I wonder how I would play tournament chess nowadays? Would I make this horrible kind of mistakes even with more time (because I simply lost the ability of concentration and focus) or would time be able to heal my tendency of having some black outs from time to time?
I should join a chess open one day for test purposes, lol.

Apart from all that I really like the format without berserking.