So this one is another weird phobia on the list. Fear of the heart. I actually thought it was a phobia related to heartbreak (there is such a phobia as well XD but they're not the same), upon googling though, it's a different phobia called cardiophobia, which is actually the fear of dying of a heart attack at any moment.
I would say the first few people who had this either watched death note or they just had way too many medical complications to begin with. I actually asked the company physician about this phobia even though it's not his area of expertise and he did agree that this was a pretty common phobia, especially for those who had existing or hereditary heart conditions. It's apparently always been a fear and worry that causes anxiety, but rarely is it named and rarely is it ever that severe, but there will be extremists of course that will make sure they are healthy just to avoid this phobia and that's not entirely a bad thing.
Materials: Ballpens
Duration: 1 hour
I actually wasn't all that invested in the drawing part of this phobia since I do not want to make too much effort in drawing a human heart XD and it feels so hard drawing a heart out of the chest? I might draw this again in the future, but for now, this will have to do ;;-;;
I do remember to take photos of my sketch phase now XD or at least try to.
Or I at least try to remember to take more photos here and there now, but my drawing time here has been way too short for me to take that many photos. And I originally intended for this to be a black and white thing but IDK it just felt so plain without the hint of color here and there. It doesn't feel like I made it if it's way too plain XD
And I do think I'm already a little burned out from drawing daily even though I know it's supposed to be healthy to practice drawing daily. Or maybe I'm just tired overall these days to put in more of an effort lately? IDK but I think I will be sleeping early today to see if this is the case.
So in light of that, this is all from me for today ^^ I hope to see you guys in better spirits tomorrow! until then!