Lately, in the early days of February of this year, it feels just full of worries that exist. The not-so-good condition of crypto seems to be influential enough to make my personal condition even less enthusiastic about daily life these days. It's quite a big influence on what's going on right now, making me often not sleep at night until the next day. And it still continues to this day.
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The most annoying thing is that in conditions like this it seems to have quite an influence on the productivity factor. What usually is for writing brings many ideas for things to be written, this condition makes it quite difficult to create a variety of writings that I want to make.
Not sleep for me is probably regular because it's actually what I've been doing since I became a single parent to raise my children. But the annoying factor is that it presents a sense of laziness and it's hard to kill this lazy feeling seeing the conditions that are not improving in the crypto world.
It's actually normal and I predicted long ago what would happen to cryptocurrencies in 2022. Unfortunately, several factors that went wrong in 2021 made the headaches faced for this year even more. The year-end prediction error from what was expected did not occur, which is quite frustrating at this time.
Surviving is the only way, and finding ways of earning to maintain existence to get through this is all a priority. But priorities are still far from expectations. Although it is still grateful that there is still income from each writing, unfortunately, it is still not sufficient to meet the needs that must be met for daily life. Not being able to leave the results of what was obtained adds to the frustration of the current existence. While the factors that have been met are still many that have not been covered.
Giving up is not the right way, keep trying even though the time to rest is decreasing. Plus the factor of the existence of outsiders who do not understand our existence. Just looking at us better than them, yes that's what people think. In fact, if explored more deeply 2 heads are better than one head. But somehow 2 heads even feel less always.
Sometimes I want to scream and say,
"Hey you, you are still grateful to have a place to complain as husband and wife. How about me? where I much complain about the life I live."
"You are still grateful to still be able to share tasks, what about me?"
"Don't look down on your eyes without seeing the existence that exists and you only see. Be grateful for all circumstances. Because gratitude is what has given me the spirit in my life journey so far."