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A story of a young guy who was ignorant of the ultimate love and followed his heart.
A guy regretting why He fell in love with a young lady that he is not sure of spending the rest of his life with her.
Anita which is the lady's name.
Anita you were the love of my life, but now you have become the love that is gone. I bleed, Anita for the times and moments we shared from all the damages you have done, I bleed for all the times I have none but you to comfort and cuddle me, I gave you everything, my love, my heart, my trust, believe, sincerity to you Anita till I have nothing else left of me.
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You hurt me where no one can be allowed to but you, why are you doing this to me, Anita Why, Why? see how you cut me, you cut me so deep into the recesses of my soul and hurt me to my bone marrow. I am doomed because of you, consigned to failure and left to rejection and regrets. you've dealt with me, and giving me the heaviest blow of my life, by this blow I will never recover from this Anita.
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He picked up a bottle poison and he wanted drinking before he heard a song he must have heard before that interest him so much and he said '' I know this song, its speaks of the love, I was called to share in from HIM (Jesus) whom they say LOVE IS UNCONDITIONALLY but I was so ignorant of Him for a love that is now lost''. He said to himself let me go to Him, because right now I need Him more than ever, he went to the church following the direction from where the song is coming from, and on getting to the church he was stopped by the usher in the church because of how he was dressed and scattered due to the depression from the heartbreak. He quickly tried to adjust himself and clean himself just to go into the church to meet the love that he has missed but he was still thrown out, he cried and turned back.
He said to himself; where else does the church want me to go and get what I have lost. they said I'm not worthy to see Him and of His presence but my offering is. Even where I thought I will find love and acceptance they still cast me away as if am nobody. Then while in the place he was, he picked up the bottle of poison and he drank it, while the poison started reacting then he starts saying he last words, '' what is the point of been here on earth when he has lost everything both the great Love and the love of his life, and they saying I'm not fit enough to be or continue having His presence or going to meet Him on earth. They are right, I'm not.. And he gave up.
Never pay ignorant ear to the Ultimate Love to follow the temporary love. The ultimate Love gives you peace of mind without conditions but the other have conditions.