We were just kids, playing all the time with our free time and will always study together. I remember we fight sometimes and still can't do without ourselves, You where just 3 years older than me.
And then your dad showed up!!!
All these while why now?
Just when I needed you the most you left like it was all planned.
Did I get a goodbye from you?
I think you did say a goodbye but I was so much in great pains that it didn't mean anything to me.
All I wanted was my cousin brother!!!
Is that too much to ask?
Who will be playing with me when I'm so stressed out with studies?
Who will be going to lessions with me?
Why did mum allow him took you away?
Well he is your dad right? and he have all the power to do so right?
Besides your mom was in permission of it so? I was just a kid and couldn't bare the pains.
I remember crying so bitterly, I remember you did same, I remember you telling me we where going to see often, But it was all a lie.
Now I'm 20something and I haven't seen you!!!
I haven't seen you like forever now,
Where are you?
No one knows!!!
I hope to see you soon cause I've missed you so much, I know things have changed, I know you might not be the same just like I have grown too, with so much experienceses, and I know you might be different slightly or more.
But I don't mind seeing you once again, I want to know how it's been with you, I don't know if you've missed me too, but it all seems like I'm the only one making efforts.
I heard you are now a big boy, doing what
you like All the time. Well I'm not surprised, you have always been so bright right from beginning, so humble and calm.
I just hop you are fine and alright Cause I know you use to be a good boy.
Please no matter how bad you have become, don't be Soo hard, Know your origin and focus cause you were so bright, I hope one day we meet again "ajonami(God's gift)"
A latter to my cousin!!!
I miss you