Money has never been my problem, I have them as far as I need, but to properly spend and use them for good cause, I have been found wanting, so much that I pray to the creator if he can devoid me of having some sun's that comes my way, for on women and life's frivolity and vanity, I've spent all my resources. Benefiting no one, not even me, the more reason I hate myself for this.
Just when I found a charity to invest in, they got caught by the law for been an underground money laundering scheme. Helpless.