continued from part 1
...I slammed the door, ignoring her statements.I kept walking, replaying the memories of the previous night in my head. I really felt so stupid walking out "O' Jellos" alone after all the preparations. (sighs) What a great waste of time " how could she? ", " what did I ever do to deserve such treatment? " I asked myself countless times trying to figure an answer to the endless questions and thoughts that flooded my head.
I kept walking down the road and I was really uneasy. I felt everyone was staring at me. " why is he looking at me that way?" "do they know"? I would ask myself each time anyone stared at me for anything longer than a second. I took a quick turn down a dark alley, it was the fastest route to the park and definitely with a lot less people. I got to the park and sat down at my favorite spot, next to the fountain.
I smiled a little as I relived memories of when I'd always bring Anna to the park. I would always watch her toss little pebbles into the fountain, her smile was so angelic and comforting. We always had a good time, we were so happy together. "how did I mess it up". I definitely did something wrong. I recalled her words "it was all your fault, you know"... Why did she say that?. Was this all some sort of REVENGE, was she trying to get back at me for something?". So many questions yet no answers.
I couldn't bear the thoughts anymore. Anna definitely wouldn't act out for no reason. I wish I had heard her out. I wouldn't want to lose her over a trivial issue. Realising each moment spent thinking and deciding was one closer to losing Anna, I finally sought to call her. I reached for my pockets to get my phone. My hands sunk to the bottom feeling nothing but emptiness, I felt around my jacket for some while before I finally remembered.... I had left my phone on the bed next to the roses I got Anna....
to be continued...
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