Five Minute Freewrite: not in congress

In life, everything has been divided, with each serving a particular purpose and function. When we look at life, it’s either you’re alive or dead. For school, for school, there are also different stages (primary, secondary, tertiary, and so on), and even for status, there are different types like married, single, rich, poor, and so on. It all seems like the world has been programmed in such a way that we are all supposed to find where we all fit.

There are rare cases where people connect over a shared interest and, as such, they end up creating a group for themselves. So it’s either you belong to a group, or you don’t belong, or a group is created to make you feel like you belong.

There are times when I just feel like I could press a button and reset everything about me so I could start fresh, because there are times you would lose interest or feel like you don’t belong despite being in a group. It’s at this stage that I would always wish for people who have gone through what I am going through to be able to understand.

Sometimes I often wonder what it would feel like if I could find myself in a congress filled with so many people who can understand my pain. I believe that it would be easier to come up with a solution, but then I wake up to realize that I am not in congress with such people.

Some psychological pains cannot be expressed but felt; as such, people can only advise you on what they think works, and it’s left to you to decide on what to do. What I do personally when having a bad day is to surround myself with people who love me and whom I love too, then I try to survive one day at a time.

Never be alone as you're not alone, as there are people out there who are also going through alot. Just continue staying strong. I don't know why I am writing this tonight, but I hope this encourages any reading.