In my introduction post, I mentioned how I lost my account and aimed at building a new one where I would be consistent in giving updates, but that didn't go as planned, guys.
I planned on documenting my progress with web 3 on this space, but I didn't get a chance to properly fit into that world; I gave up before I could even start.
After a severe mental breakdown sometime last year, I decided to venture into cybersecurity—trust me, I had no motivating factor asides the feeling that I could be more than I currently am. It took me a while to get past the doubt that comes with it and constant reassurance that the only thing standing between me and my success is me being in my head all the time.
Presently, after about 6 months of training, I am done with my cybersecurity classes, and reality knocks on my door.I am not one to have my life planned out before going through a particular process; I just dive in with my head first, and obviously my whole body comes in too.
I don't know what direction I should take; I felt I should have done more research. I know I was in solely for the financial benefits, but I just got to know it doesn't work that way.And now guess what, my self-doubts I struggled so hard to get past before enrolling for the course slowly crawl in: all the what-ifs, what if the money you invested just goes to waste, what if you cannot build yourself up to the standard needed, what if you won't get the money to get the proper certification? I need to earn more. What if it wasn't a good idea in the first place?
I know they say investing in yourself is not a waste, but nobody talks about a thousand ways it could go wrong or the warm feeling of sadness when it does and how much you would have used the money for a different purpose.
I haven't really seen anyone documenting their cybersecurity growth, process, or the techniques on how you go through that part, but I will give it a shot.
PS: I am writing this with huge self-doubt of what if the time would be wasted. But I will still try.
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I am sorry I couldn't end this post with a proper motivation, but I promise to come back and tell you how the story ended.
I also drew motivation from this writeup.
I hope you would enjoy my documentation on cybersecurity on most days and a bit of pharmacy school on the others.