Hello! Very good morning, afternoon and evening to all the Hive community, I hope you are having a great Friday. Next and continuing with my personal challenge to write a poem daily for the next 30 days to test myself as a writer of course if the barriers like light or internet allow me, I share with you this new poem in this great community as it is Freewriters which is titled unhappiness, I wrote this poem 2 days ago, it is fresh out of the oven, the inspiration to write it is because I continue with my sad and depressing thoughts thinking about the many negative things in my life in general, with anxiety and depression consuming me more and more, remembering past disappointments that don't want to let me move forward as my life goes on, even though I keep fighting with my thoughts t thanking God for all the mental strength he has given me to overcome all that and well from there the inspiration to write it, I look forward to your comments and that of course you like it very much.
Español
No tengo un palacio, ni trono, ni reino,
trato de ser yo siempre,
jodidamente mal por una terrible sed dentro de mí,
es como una especie de enfermedad.
Ya estoy cansado en verdad,
de hacer hazañas y maravillas,
de tomar siempre la iniciativa,
de que me corten las alas siempre.
Aquí no hay un final feliz,
aquí no existe señal,
lo único que tengo son memorias,
recuerdos que atesoro en mi corazón.
Les doy las gracias a Dios y a la vida,
por los que están y los que no están con nosotros,
por la alegría y la desdicha,
donde sobra el blanco y negro.
English
I have no palace, no throne, no kingdom,
I try to be me always,
fucking bad because of a terrible thirst inside me,
it's like a kind of disease.
I'm already tired indeed,
of doing feats and wonders,
of always taking the initiative,
of always having my wings clipped.
There is no happy ending here,
here there is no sign,
all I have are memories,
memories that I treasure in my heart.
I thank God and I thank life,
for those who are with us and those who are not with us,
for the joy and the misfortune,
where black and white are in abundance.
Job 30:26
I waited for happiness, and misery came; I waited for light, and darkness came.
Job 30:26
Thank you very much for taking part of your time to read this, I am very happy, if you like it, leave me a comment and help me to share it so it can reach more people, it doesn't cost you anything and it would help me a lot.
Translated with www.DeepL.com/Translator (free version).