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This is going to be more triggering content but part of a very real problem that society keeps wanting to ignore but is in dire need of attention and fast. I see it happen over and over for 40 years. My purgatory. My purgatory to have been born a girl. To be just a sports trophy. Hunted because it's funny. 100's perhaps 1000 + men conspiring to hunt me like a beast. With the cops' help. It makes me sad, breaks my heart because I'm hardly the only one. I have a friend going thru a similar thing. Most of you probably read this and roll your eyes and think. Not again...another cry for attention Yes again. I cried for help since I was seven and every day since. Trying one place after another, one person after another. Even have testimonies on the internet for years. Still nothing. I literally have no value to anyone at all for some reason yet how many claim to love me? More than this post probably suggests. Yet not one person in the world would cross a puddle to get me a bucket of water if my hair was on fire. Clearly. Just watch and laugh. Like I'm the living Carrie. I thought that was a horror movie not a documentary of what my life was going to be like in the workplace in a professional setting.
How does a person process being 100's potentially 1000's of someone's "Deer" for the hunt. Processed a murder attempt poisoning my food while on vacation and 3 years later, still nobody cares. Not one person wants to help. Sounds like an incredible made up story but it's not. It's not. You see it in movies to desensitize you to it. If multiple people are making Hollywood movies about it, you know it's being done to real people too. I know my whining is just giving these men a victory dance. They probably have watch parties while they all laugh in glory on how great they are for making innocent women suffer in silence one after another over and over...forever. If that's not hell, I don't know what is. That's ok, you can now have To be stalked and killed, destroyed. I just wont go. Like some stubborn old mule.
On top of these targeting's, it's fair to say I have unfairly lost over 300k to 500k in loss wages in the last 15 years from a variety of reasons that wasn't fair from someone interfering in underhanded ways or with slander or a collection of false reports by many non-witnesses, just a target of bullying and the ones I should be able to report it to are the ones doing it. Now what? The same policies meant to protect me are used against me to shut me up, to keep me from telling if I want the right to exist on site and get a paycheck.
I came back from death to cry for help some more. Not for myself. I'm already a lost cause. To be fair, if a lawyer is reading this...is there any way a good Samaritan can push for the assisted suicide laws to include...Not being allowed to live and the police and justice system won't help? If I'm just waiting for the next time somebody poisons my food on vacation or "drops" a 100 pound object one me...Or lock me in a fire in confine space and laugh about it. Turn off the radio when I'm calling for help and water to extinguish and they tell me to shut up as a suffocate in black toxic hazardous chemicals in a gas refinery reactor.
Cause of the incident? I was using the radio wrong so they can't hear me. So it's ignored as nothing. I don't get that sort of treatment just from the odd one. No...it's over and over for 15 years. But for women of the future, so maybe eventually none of them have to go thru these things anymore. AND YES A CRY FOR ATTENTION, A CRY FOR HELP THAT FOR SOME REASON NOBODY SEEMS TO HEAR Because it's getting worse. I'm just one woman, just one story out of many. Yet I can personally fill at least one hand completely full of other women I know that have been targeted and destroyed for years, decades like this by the predators in charge. The ones in charge of our right to earn a living...like legal pimps.
The men with the magical get out of jail free rings. The glorified pedophiles, rapists and murderers. The ones that cult hunt women for sport. The union leaders, the formans leading crews, other company or high ranked valued employees. 100's or more mass targeting 1 woman in a mob mentality. Leaving us with no place to get help or fairness and just stay quiet until we get murdered or commit suicide despite so many anti-bully or anti- harassment policies. They somehow get used to shut us up for saying no as being insubordinate. Then getting their friends to submit a series of false reports to coincide the same story to cause someone to wrongfully get terminated or passed up for employment over and over and over.
Not because we don't want to live but after a while. What's the point? 40 years old and I have never experienced peace of mind in my life yet. & years old is when I started to be conscious of being targeted by pedophiles and human traffickers that were ** Leading examples of society** It had been my only wish in life. For so long. My broken dream. Something I just don't deserve I guess.
When the police is complicit? Who do I call? When the government is complicit, who protects my interest? I work hard to pay for my own harassments. When my bosses are complicit, where do I report the harassment to? Higher ups? What if they are complicit too? The only thing wrong I did was to be born and not having a proper male figure. Hunted since I was less than a year old. Just a little baby. A precious one they say. I guess not all babies are precious not this one. Only the ones with fathers. The rest of us get labeled some dumb hoe low class, the not to be helped by society.
I don't think most of you realize fully what some of us have to live thru for an entire life. So now I share, until somebody cares. You keep me in hell...over and over...and over. It's not fair. I have been sharing my testimonies and where to find evidence to support some of my claim as truth. Law enforcement watches me like a hawk so I know they read my blog to. Did any of them get justice for me? No. Here I sit, afraid to leave my house for 6 months as they contribute to helping my family withhold from me, also the reason why I have to consort in unsafe environment called a safe workplace in Alberta's oil and gas as a skilled trade woman with a post secondary education. Why not? Why do I not have the right to know or have representation for anything? This is more than the black sheep. My mother "blotted" me out of the family like God "Blots out" or "Smites" a bloodline. The same ones who always left me in terrible circumstances to have to claw myself out of. Over and over and over again. Both family and work.
So now you to get to see what it's like to not have a father or other competent male protection as a supposable free woman in Canada where we serve and protect groups of men that like to use vulnerable women trying to escape toxic cycles by mass razing, bullying, targeting's, following, stalking ... One woman against 100 potential 1000's cult of woman hating men, maybe more because that is Canada wide...actually, across the US too. It's not hidden, you just all support this for some reason.
She's forced to hide too. The one that is considered Hysterical and mentally unsound for wanting to visit her aging grandma for a few weeks. Now she's in hiding, everyplace she rents, she gets found and mysteriously immediately evicted. Much like her place here in Alberta, one that she was fully covered in rent that she was somehow evicted from and all her ménage missing, all while visiting her grandma. Even if she wanted to come back, she had no choice but to return to her abuser. for then to have additional police reports claiming she doesn't have any stability or the means to care for the child for him to get removed and repatriated to Alberta to live in foster Care.
We share employment and much like me, any attempts she makes at trying to gain employment gets sabotaged in underhanded ways. Lug nuts on her vehicle loosened to cause an accident on her way to work. Over and over again...about a year for her now. On the run. Still being punished in the shadows. The police and justice system helping. Because she doesn't have money to pay police or connections.
I don't understand why women are not worthy of living. I wish someone could tell me. What I have done that since I was less then 1 year old, I have been a target for murder attempts and vile underhanded acts of abuse. Now that I have made distance, false police claims and surveillance to harass me. Somehow it's allowed. 1 lengthy plot of a mother to erase her child completely. Somehow, an entire community of professionals and relatives refuse to notice...Even help them, probably fill false police report, perpetuating other slander and false accusation to further alienate the victim's attempts at getting help or to be heard.
You know, how many guys laugh and make jokes about Cock or walk or Cash, ass or grass when asking for a simple favor from a man... often just for a simple ride to work...or a blow job to get a hard hat...or to get the same pair of gloves that are supposed to be the basic requirement task appropriate personal protection equipment all the other workers are handed for free with just asking. In case someone is innocent enough to not know what cock or walk. Let me enlighten you. I was probably 14 when I learned I had to protect myself from it.
That is when they study and stalk a girl for months, find out all her habits, where she works, shops , her friends, ect. Find common points and establish trusting relationships. With well respected jobs and reputations around them, the charisma of a well groomed politician or well mannered, charity work, donations. Groomed social media pages. Groom and fineness unsuspecting ladies into friendships or other. A few social outings and then either a drive or other leisure activity in the woods.
Drive them unsuspectedly 3 or 4 hours into isolated woods, to a cottage or a lake whatever location of choice, most of the time, it's just a pretense, it's generally just literally in the middle of the woods with nothing but trees in sight. Where they have more woman hating men hiding behind trees or other obstructions where they then jump out, gang rape everything they can, assault and beat an innocent woman or teenage girl making her beg, cry and beg for the end of her suffering but they like to make it last a while ... A traumatizing death. If she's lucky, she has to spend a day or two lost and destroyed, injured in every sense, defiled and devalued forever. To remember forever and ever. women are just supposed to get over it.
Any rich good Samaritan with funds across Canada, if you want to help, search parties in the woods. I bet the Rockies are full of dead women that nobody even knew were there in the first place, just lured, just scattered in the woods. Left for dead after getting defiled all over Canadian forests never spoken about again, like they never existed. Then the self proclaimed "nice guys" and "leaders of society" go back to their offices and worksite, leading into excellence until the next one. I wouldn't be shocked if they harvest from women in the workplace, popular dating sites, adds and services like sales where meeting multiple people is a normal occurrence, often victim's addresses and other personal information are passed around like a dirty wore for a fee to anyone with funds. Often taken from safety date breaches from larger corporations...Like my employment and when I refused to consent to such storing of information.
I had to hand it in just to get paid for services I had already rendered. One of the largest most respected construction company in Canada both in commercial and industrial construction. On some of the most well reputed companies across Canada. The Data breach from my employment has given criminals information I was forced to hand in to receive a paycheck, led to all my information being sold to whoever has money and wants to play target practice. My well groomed workplace I thought was trust worthy has sold me to the dark internet to be hunted perpetually until I die and they have no responsibility or ownership in the situation.
Imagine never knowing when someone is going to come burn down your house in the middle of the night just to watch me burn like it's a badge of honor. Watching the neighbors instead, wondering, was that supposed to be me? Could be just some sicko that bought me on the internet without me knowing. Will I die in a drive-by as I walk to the corner store to get milk? One of life's basic necessities. I wish it was people I have wronged, it would at least justify it but it isn't. I don't deserve to know why or get any help. Meanwhile the cops and excessive surveillance dispatched to watch me on repetitive false allegations made by false witnesses to withhold funds , job opportunities or other from me out of spite. How dare I try to do well for myself.
Could I move, relocate? Witness protection? Nope, if the cops and judges are in on it, I'm gonna go with...I probably shouldn't trust that either. Doesn't matter where I go. They want me alone and isolated, destabilized no place to go. In the streets like a beggar perpetually. Despite working hard, going to school, going to work, vacations, hobbies. You know...What normal people are supposed to be able to enjoy. I have family in government, they can find me anywhere. Claims people can't find me...bahahaha we all know it's a whole load of crap. I wish I could say we both know but I don't know how many people in a position of power that has been sitting on the sidelines watching my destruction. dispatched by the Outstanding community leaders just because I dared to stand on my own legitimately, in peace.
40 years and I stall haven't gotten a fair chance at life yet without people working hard to rip every piece from me, even the ones I don't even have. It's frustrating. You know what, woman hatting /hunters cult of sickos with the magical get out of jail free ring not so secret crime bros. Since I don't deserve a life or what's rightfully mine, since I don't deserve peace or the right to go to work and earn a living for myself safely without worry or mass bullying or create opportunities for myself, Since I don't deserve to go on vacation or support my friends without a sneak attack by unknown faces in underhanded ways constantly. Having me running like a rat for 40 years. Since I was 1, I could barely walk then.
Since I don't deserve help, since you think I deserve to sit in my house for 6 months waiting to get burned down or get shot down while getting milk. Never know when my coffee or pizza might be poisoned strait from the restaurant. Not even from the police and justice system or other that's been analyzing my blog and parked outside my door wants to help. What chance do I even have. Not knowing when I'll get attacked by the local low level street thugs they employ that own the LRT and other major public transit centers to get to and from locations that are hired to target me.
The same leaders of society. Your neighbor, your life coach, your local politician, the mom next door even. In New-Brunswick, an 18 year old woman got charged with multiple counts of human trafficking thru a beauty salon add. It's that easy. There is no honor amongst thieves. Even women are trafficking their own these days....Shameful. The men never cared about the fate of women, that I get but other women trafficking women, that's a special kind of low. Satan would be real proud.
3 years after my attempt semi sorta not really successful murder, can't rest in peace, can't live in peace. Not even licked into my own house. Tragic really. Hunted in the Rockies like a deer sold on the black web...probably for bitcoin. That's my death. I'll never know why. I just have to stop blaming other people for my demise and stop being such a fuck up of society. I worked so hard, always did the right thing unless I absolutely couldn't and was backed in a corner. I have to somehow live with the memory of it while. I was a statistic that came back to tell and the world still doesn't care.
The only ones that care are the ones that buy me on the black internet to hunt me for sport because people I know think it's funny and get entertained. A group of leading examplerary men of society doing this to multiple unsuspecting women, one after another. Without ever showing their face. How does one process this even. Since all these people in official positions that could have stepped in but wont, those withholding my own stuff just to prevent me from having a good life. Sold by people I thought I could trust. Where I was supposed to be able to find help. Trying to target the only true help I ever had in life to. In order to protect him, probably not even a good idea to be together. I know it's me you want dead.
Don't worry, we bat for the same team. I wish you weren't such fuck ups and got the job done too. You don't want me to live, I never wanted to live either. When I was 7, my mom told me she wished she had an abortion. Don't worry mom, me too. I wish Lilith had swallowed me whole as a child too. Can't say I have any good reports on my typical human encounters. Men wonder why women don't trust men...well the rest of you so called honest men sit idly by and ignore the problem like it doesn't exists because having a regular job and paychecks are more important than doing the right thing. Missing women isn't even a myth. The same ones that refuse to do the right thing and stand up for me, report info they know... could be your daughter next...maybe your sister...your cousin? If she doesn't make it back, she's probably the lucky ones. All it would probably take is the cops and justice system to stand up but it's pretty clear by now they wont or they would have by now. Complicit. Inaction is accepting it. Enablers.
Since I'm not allowed to have any safety, peace, liberty, my own things, the right to a job or to go to the supermarket on vacation unharmed or even know why or what I have done to justify why I can't . Well at least use your magical ring to get me a medically assisted suicide to I can at least go with dignity of my choice. I never wanted to live, I never wanted to have to live this kind of nightmare for 40 years because I didn't have a dad to protect me. Because I'm a woman alone. Isolated by greedy jealousy filled family members directly from childhood. I have never lived a day where I didn't wish I was dead, more and more so now. Stop being an asshole all of you and let me die in peace at least. Like a pet maybe, peacefully euthanized in my home by a professional...not a hunted deer.
Use those connection of yours to do something nice for me for a change. With all my wishes never coming true as a far as peaceful life. Don't be jerks. I want police and a professional for assisted suiced and stop your hunt, safely and comfortably. At least one person can pretend to care for this last little wish of mine. You want me to hush? That's how. Use your special women hunting connections. I guess you get to claim your bounty after all. Easy Assisted suicide. Not hunted at work or on vacation. Be fair at least. It's cruel to make me live the way every one has so far. I would give you my address, but you already know where to deliver my request. Most of you that I don't even know do, sure one of you must have a contact you can bribe for that. All I ask is one kind act of kindness. Assisted suicide instead of hunted in the woods. Perpetually traumatized over and over again no matter what I do. I wish you aborted my too mom....I have never spoken truer words.
I deserved better then to be just some dead dear killed in the woods, not even a statistic... just forgotten like I never even existed. I deserve better than being bound to my house in fear because I don't want to be hunted like an animal. humans hunting innocent women for sport. Cops and justice system facilitating. Poor fucking Canada. I have been keeping so much inside and have so much more to tell. Especially on you women-hating pedo cults, I know who you are, you fear the pink pen I use at work. You identify yourselves and all think the same. Boring bunch. pink pen works better than the cross on satan.