My name is Nathaniel Gabriel Ameka. Life is not fair to me and I don’t know why or how to do it. God is faithful to us in many ways but some of us find it hard to notice. I try to do what makes me happy since I have nothing to offer the world. Despite my talent and showing it, people don’t appreciate me or celebrate me. I turn around to see if I am the only one in this or if life chooses to be unfair.
I struggle everyday to make a living but I wish I could fix it but I believe only God can do it. I think everyday about being creative and people around me keep discouraging me and keep calling me names and I don’t know why. I found myself here, I am very happy and now I am asked what makes me happy these days. It’s funny, we are humans and we always remember that people will suffer and be with me at the same time. After looking at this life, I know that one day I will shine and be happy and people will ask me the secrets behind it.
This life is very hard so just move on and wait for the next steps in your life which only come from God. You will be able to find good people and you will be able to get a good life and a good friend from them. You can remove bad thoughts from your heart and let them pass through your heart and make you feel better about yourself and your family. You are a great person don't let anyone bother you as long as you are happy. I'm not sure what you want to do next time you are there or if you need to control yourself you need positive thoughts not negative ones. Some people kill with bad advice and you are not the only one who can make them feel better. Move on I tolerate and pretend I don't know what I'm doing I wish you would understand. Well thank God for everything. Thank you all for your time.