Every body is off
Not from net, but from me.
They talk to me, before...
Act like I am important for a while.
And probably leave me blanked like a man would leave his whore.
To me it's not fair,
Why?!, because I tried.
But No, I won't try again.
I am sad, der than a man
Who got layed off.
Well I did get layed indefinitely, online.
Importance, I didn't know was an element to keep the notifications coming.
This season of loneliness be bahhd, so BAD.
I now think I see my friends.
"join the vast one", they say
"You will find someone to chat with you know?",
But guess what, I am not even ready.
You know me, I might just want a person.
Yup, one that checks up, a close friend..
Mostly a boy, but either could do...
But I found a friend who gave me another friend.
(smiling hard) Jesus gave me books.
I wanna read them till I am undressed of ignorance,
You know the saying., I won't say.
The friend my Bestie gave me, is the shit.
They make me feel safe, and important (wink).
I love 'em,.
Tho, we talk more i still feel empty you know, but I just say
RUBBER DUCK