Yeah, at the sound of write something, only one thing came to my mind.
Its about a friend I met few months back, we both have been talking from a distance actually, cause we are in same denomination.
But few months ago, we became close and we shared few things about each other, to be honestly I cherished and respected every single moment spent with this person.
Then, getting to the middle of last month, I noticed I had developed a soft spot for a friend who had a woman I was aware of. I saw myself as a bad person actually and at the other hand I felt hurt that I could not be with this friend. I respected him and started to avoid him, somehow he felt it and asked, I just told him I was trying to process something's and needed few space. I had cried several times seeing him post his woman and I had felt bad seeing her pictures on his phone. Which to be honest was wrong.
And today is her birthday, I want to say a happy birthday to the reason behind my friends smile. May God keep and protect her. Amen
Secondly, am saying my feelings out, maybe I would heal, an be better, may be this feelings would stop and I would be finally my self. Am saying something, even though it kinda hurts and troubles me. I wish it would go and let me be. Thanks for stopping by.
