I hate you as well, but rather I say I love you.
I felt conflicted about this line after I read the rest of the post. Deep down, the person is hated but you act like it by saying it?
This actually sounds like a relationship that has hit rock bottom and there’s a deep scar and broken pieces. Yet you’re trying to piece it together again. Perhaps, in the process of fitting those pieces, your fingers will bleed so why not let it go? Instead of creating more scars?
This was a lovely read btw
RE: not what it seems