I have to admit that this is a feeling that is becoming more frequent with time, at least in me...
I am already on the threshold of 50 and the experience lived increasingly takes its toll on the decisions I make, perhaps I also take into account the associated risks more...something that perhaps I did not do so much when I was younger.
But I am clear that it was, many times, those risky decisions that catapulted me in my professional evolution.
The fact is that, lately, it is more difficult for me to "risk" myself, to take different directions in my life.
It is clear that my "backpack" weighs much more than before...I have 2 children still of school age and, although they are developing positively in their respective educational stages, they are still very dependent on me and their mother.
It's not easy to "move" so fast, and at my age you have other obligations that you acquire not only with your family but also with the community in which you live...
I fight against laziness every minute of my life, however, I'm leaving free rein at this point... it's not so bad to be lazy from time to time... some may even call it "Mindfulness" (LoL), but I see it as a conscious decision to do nothing about something in particular that doesn't bring much change to my life.
Something that I do more consciously and that I didn't even consider before, perhaps because of an excessive sense of responsibility.
Enjoying life at this point is a priority on my roadmap...saying NO to something that you used to do by default or that you piled up on your "To-do-List" of non-idle activities is something I take more and more into consideration...
Some call it "laziness", others call it freedom of choice to do whatever I want...
In short, laziness is healthy if you control it and not when it controls you...
