This my hand, just the same way you look at it, is how am looking at me right now. Not just my hands but my legs too and to wrap up, I scan Throughout the whole of me also.
And if am asked what am looking for? The answer is quite simple. Thread.
I'm looking for the thread that connects every part of me to my brain because I have yet to discover the reason why even in messed up situation, our physical body is hardly affected expect otherwise tho.
But in cases were we perfectly keep our mess hidden, and our brain totally looking like an entangled thread, the naked eyes can hardly sight the calamity going on within us.
At the end, this plays another the episode on why our minds don't operate on their own accord but on the setting in which we program them.