My love for her has been something bigger, it's as if I was losing myself, it's as if I did everything for her, I bought everything I could for her, I took good care of her, I made sure she didn't lack anything, but at the end she decided that she wants to misbehave.
I caught her cheating with another man, and when I caught her there, I told her, she said, she never loved me, that she was just receiving the gift I was willing to give her. I felt so disappointed, so all this while I was giving her a dose of love.
I was giving a dose of something unwelcomed. What did you give her?
welcomed. It really pained me. I didn't know but it really got to me. What have I got to myself to do?
But I still had to pick myself up. That was not end of the life. I had to put myself in and do the right thing without feeling guilty of myself and I'm getting better now and I'm also happy that I'm buckling up to what might be important to me.
