On Sunday, November 9, 2025, I participated in an interesting contest because I believe freewriting is the beginning of our daily habits, as we can't learn everything about life or the goals we have achieved.
Many of us humans always want to achieve our dreams. But difficult times always come my way. When I want to achieve those dreams, I always fail to achieve them. That's what always happens in every step I take. In my life, no dreams are recorded. For some reason, this always repeats in my life.
When I was about to reach the highest peak in the trading sector, I always failed. I didn't even know what was really happening to me. Why was it so difficult for me when I was chasing that dream?
I once traded about e-sports. The thing I was involved in was fish. I bought it at a low price and sold it to another country. Actually, at that time, I was almost achieving my dream, but... When I exported several times, I didn't get paid for what I had sent to that country.
That's when I started to feel devastated because I no longer had any capital. This has made me an ordinary person and never engage in international trade again.
Because I don't want that to happen again. But I actually have many dreams of being able to enjoy my retirement. Perhaps for the next few years, I will be weak and powerless to earn money. Without money, my dreams will never come true.
