Very deep poetry. I feel what you're going through.

The writing style of this poem is in very simple language but touches the soul. I've always liked poetry in simple language. Poetry is an emotional overflow.

As if it would be between taste and very rhythmic pen strokes.

In your poem, I really like this passage:

I feel blessed with credible relationships too I feel blessed with those who helped me and those who didn't Those who did to spite and those who pulled out

I agree. Sometimes life is a choice. With various ways of life, sometimes ups and downs, we just need to choose to get up or keep complaining.

Merry Christmas, friends. God bless you in every step of the way.