I fooled myself into believing I had no feelings for you.
I fooled myself into believing that you were just a friend.
I remember the first time I felt trapped by your charm.
Your captivating smile,
Your brown eyes,
Your angelic voice,
Your soft hands,
They imprisoned me.
As I fight to escape,
I fell deeper in this thing called love.
Now I know,
I've lost my sun.
All thanks to my foolishness.
I envy him,
He now has the power to make you feel happy,
He now has the power to make you feel loved
He did what I couldn't do.
On the other hand,
I will be admiring and loving you secretly.
I sacrificed my own feelings,
Thinking it was the right thing to do.
I now see my sun fade away,
To brighten his life.
I shall drown in my sorrow,
All thanks to my foolishness.
What if i asked you the question,
Knowing that those sweet lips of yours won't be mine,
Knowing that I won't be able to hug you no more,
My heart crushes realizing all the happy endings I imagined will just stay a foolish man's dream,
Because I couldn't ask the question,
And that hurts the most,
All thanks to my foolishness.
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